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Turncoat is a man obsessed

 

 

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flirting skills


post how you flirt with people in this thread

03:41 compassionatequeen: *clings to you like no tomorrow*

03:41 compassionatequeen: I must suck your brains out sweet boy

03:41 compassionatequeen: you will be my very sweet boy

03:41 compassionatequeen: my little lamb at last :p

03:46 compassionatequeen:https://youtu.be/wC4wECRuA-U

I'm a flirting professional soo try not to feel insecure  :p

song lyrics

post your own original or your favorite song lyrics and then if anyone wants to they can vocaroo record themselves singing the song lyrics


"he'll be farting around the mountain when he comes,

he'll be farting around the mountain when he comes,

he'll be farting around the mountain, he'll be farting around the mountain, he'll be farting around the mountain when he comes"

k Michael I want to be famous with you come get

I worked through my borderline pd stuff I'm fine now
come get I'm ready I'll behave now
hurry up you take forever lol :p

If you still want him this far along, you have not worked through it. 


edit lol



🌹 a rose for my handsome rose :p


bae I need your logic to help stabilize my brain please stop running from me


*awkwardly farts off into the distance*

I'm like a bird I'll only fly away I don't know where my soul is I don't know where my home is

*leaves a big trail of poopie fart sharts behind her* 🕊💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💨




all logic has left my brain please tell my future husband to return immediately

*drops a load of 20 poo pies onto Spatial Mind's head and flies off*

🕊💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩 🤭😂





DO YOU FEEL LIKE A MAN, WHEN YOU PUSH HER AROUND ? 🖕

https://sociopathcommunity.com/Forum/Topic/25534/1/why-should-any-woman-behave-if-a-man-threatens-her-with-violence-

I have a new boyfriend and his name is Ofarti

Ofarti and I are officially in a relationship now please be welcoming and supportive of my new bae

Ofarti said: 

I approve of this message and seal it with a fart of approval  💩💨💨💨💨💨💨💨💨💨💨💨💨🥰😍  love you babygirl


my pooperscooper 💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩💩🥰😍❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤


lol


as of today I broke up with Ofarti, and Omari and Michael permanently forever I realized that my standards were super low for me and I was like what the fuck how did I let them get this low eww and then yeah I had to break up with them all


 
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lol for all of you who think that I am the farty sharty one Irl



no, it is Michael and he literally says in this vlog at 10:17 that he has only been eating soup because he has a knot in his small intestine and anything else will make him shit his pants that sounds, awful another thing that I should not be taking for granted in my own personal life lol

I was probably just subconsciously mirroring him by making jokes about myself having that problem online or something :p

k whyy is Michael acting sloshed he sounds like Kevin from The Office




 

but like even more slow and sloshhhhhy  :p  the fuck,  and why is he inebriated on camera I though that he was "mister clean and sober living even sober off of alcohol forever" ??  that is what he told us all in his book and I am soooooooooooo confused-  maybe this is why I have mental issues it is probably all his fault all of the gaslighting  :/

titles for Michael Majlak's fake book and online persona

movie and book titles for Michael Majlak's fake book and online persona

"There Once Was a Man Named Michael Thinnegan"  :p

"Oxyincontinent"  :p

"Never Say Never"  :p



🤭;p

*twerks* :p

titles for mine and Michael Majlak's online fantasy relationship

as this segment of my life is coming to a close,  let us all for nostalgia purposes come up with movie and book titles for this past relationship of mine

"The Cucking-  Coming Soon to a Fruiting Tooting Mackle Near You"  :p

"Black Majlak"  :p

I am living with my soulmate in a significant other partnership

I am living with my soulmate in a significant other partnership  🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊💟  I am manifesting this-  and one of the reasons is soo that I stop having to think that youtube influencers are pming me when it is actually people pretending to be youtubers pming me  👎

like this has really gotten out of control for me and I want to stop  it is a bad addiction and I do not like the way that it feels to be ignored in their social media verified pms  yeah I would like to be an influencer and everything but it just might not be what my higher self amd the powers that be have planned for me

heeeeeeeeeeeere we go guys, I am going to begin manifesting hardcore like super putting my all into it (outside of sociopathcommunity) but I will post about my success in this thread once I am in my new relationship with a partner who has the ideal personality traits that I am looking for in a significant other this is going to be really fun and exciting for me :)✅ (I have just been feeling like being in a relationship lately, I have had enough single time and therapy time on my own and am feeling ready to try again for a new relationship now that I have improved my self respect and have better standards)

Turncoat said:

Stop clout chasing and you're more liable to see improvements. 


yeah clout chasing is stupid honestly like being that desperate for attention wtf literally living your entire life based around what might get you the most views on social media that is soo desperate can you not feel good enough about yourself otherwise ? it is just sad honestly and seems to stem from pretty severe insecurity


I do not want to move back to hollywood or be famous anymore

going to manifest my soulmate and a happy life for myself instead :)

a lot of my emotional attachments from the past to different goals and people are just not there anymore soo maybe it was all stuff that I never truly wanted deep down and now I need to find out what I actually genuinely want from my subconscious

cleared out soooooooooooo much freaking emotional baggage this past week

I like legit need to stop thinking about being with Michael

I know "ooh no it will mess up your manifestation"  well idc anymore I do not want someone to want to be with me just because I manifested him  I'm like done besides he is probably not my type irl like his personality is probably not what I am hoping it would be anyway like it already isn't  sick of being ignored and neglected sick of the lies and scamming sick of it all

I want to be with my soulmate in the future,  not Michael because I do not even believe that Michael is my soulmate anymore because of how he behaves with the ignoring and not offering me a paid employment position and all of that

I do not even like saying Michael's name anymore it just feels cringe to me it feels embarrassing

I am into some spiritual stuff and there is this idea of "karmic partners" like people that you essentially get into a relationship with to trigger out all of your unwanted karmic and other unwanted shadow baggage and I think that is what Michael was to me  and then after you leave that relationship  you begin attracting your actual soulmate and that is what I want for myself-  my actual soulmate  and idc if he lives in a fucking barn and only makes $1k a month as long as the sex is good and his personality is interesting and enjoyable to me

and no I am not interested in dating anyone from sociopathcommunity

09:44 compassionatequeen: I hate the name Michael honestly

09:44 compassionatequeen: it is cringe and embarrassing I never want to say it again

09:45 compassionatequeen: I need a replacement word

09:45 compassionatequeen: scamchael

09:45 compassionatequeen: lyingscamchael

^

can you fucking tell that I am sick and tired of all of this and that I am bored of it and done with it all

I want my soulmate and I am not qualifying Michael as that anymore because he does not behave towards me how my soulmate should


Turncoat said:

You'll be into him again, soon enough. 

Also the "I wanna get paid for fawning over him" angle's pretty weird, and very not spiritual. 


not only have I moved on from that person and https://sociopathcommunity.com/Forum/Topic/25743/1/i-do-not-want-to-move-back-to-hollywood-or-be-famous-anymore#post173129


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fugly Omari stay away, with my heart you no longer shall play

fucking disgusting creep I do not need you

stop talking to me, stop addressing me in chat, stop trying to get my attention, leave the forum

honestly Michael Majlak is too fugly for me and I'm out of his league

fucking look at him, he is repulsive beyond words and just because easy sluts who clout chase (oh I clout chased but he never got any pussy from me and I never intended to give him any unless he met all of my requirements which of course he has not yet because not only is he fuckugly he is stupid) ate willing to pose for him in pictures and let him have them in videos for clout and money does not make Michael not fuckugly and also his personality and loud scratchy gravelly obnoxious nails on a chalkboard voice and horrible lying scamming misogynistic abusive personality do not make up for it soo yeah let it be known that I will never, ever date Michael Majlak Irl
I do not sell out for money or for anything, I demand that anyone that I date Irl to meet my requirements and he fails like freaking all of them I am out of my manic psychosis and out of my clout chasing interest and he is out of my life because I am done paying any attention to him
all that he was was a temporary manic psychosis clout chasing phase interest because of how fuckugly and weird that he looks and old he is and yet he still goes around partying and trying to pretend that he is a cool social media influencer person he was like a "spectacle" to me

Honestly he seems kind of cute in a rugged dopey way, and his sensitivities seem like they'd be fun to poke at. 

Just imagine how he'd respond to: 


I do not sell out for money or for anything

Wasn't it like a week ago that you were demanding money from him over how long you've been emotionally supportive towards him? 

all that he was was a temporary manic psychosis clout chasing phase interest because of how fuckugly and weird that he looks and old he is and yet he still goes around partying and trying to pretend that he is a cool social media influencer person he was like a "spectacle" to me

I'm thinking you don't have a down phase, this could just be psychosis. 


why did I give up my self-respect to clout chase it was notevenworthit

even in a future where it pays off it is not even worth it  at least I can admit what I did  and luckily,  I am the one responsible for how much that I respect and love myself soo I can take all of that back from this creep that I gave to him,  but fuck what a waste of time and not to mention my physical health decreased  that has been the hardest to accept is the decrease of my physical health  that is like the one thing that this person "won" from me but everything else I can take back  and even my physical health can be fixed in the future with surgery



I was bored with my life and I wanted to thrill chase and I saw clout chasing as thrill chasing at the time,  and I regret it all soo much from the bottom of my heart  but the truth is idk where else I would have went after my ex because clout chasing at that point was the only thing that I was interested at the time I wanted to become famous



god how much I wish that I could take it all back,  I can take most of it back but not the time spent or my physical health

also my mother almost went into debt over financially supporting me throughout that timeperiod but she is fine financially now soo that is a positive

also my mother almost went into debt over financially supporting me throughout that time period

Yes, yes she did. 

but she is fine financially now soo that is a positive

What did you change about your spending? 

Again the current SSI checks are not accounting for inflation, but we're going to get a niiiice increase come 2023. 


taking a break from sociopathcommunity

soo the Michael Majlak thing was just another Sam Hyde thing,  and idk whyy my higher self has wanted me to spend some time obsessing over a couple of social media influencers,  but I am pretty much totes over it now and I am going to be spending my time working on self-love and manifesting my soulmate and gratitude and and maybe talking to some real men like actually opening my heart to a possible new relationship again



I love you all and wish you all blessings and peace and I will probably check in every once in a while,  ttyl  🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊

Chapo said: 
 Okay bye

 
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Original title: 
k I am going to tell all of you how to manifest your ideal partner

Post 1: 
OP is lost.

Post 2: 

Ik that I have not been the best example because my last ex was a psychward crackhead but I have more self-respect and self-love and higher standards now soo that stuff is important to have all figured out too when you are trying to manifest other stuff  :p


Post 3: 

this is her affirmation-  "I give thanks that the marriage made in heaven is now made manifest upon earth. the twain shall be made one. now and for all eternity, we are together.

I am in perfect harmony with the working of the law. I stand aside and let infinite intelligence make easy and successful my way"

and this is from a book by Florence Scovel Shinn that she quotes from-  https://www.sacred-texts.com/nth/shinn/wyw/wyw06.htm

MARRIAGE
Unless marriage is built upon the rock of oneness it cannot stand; "Two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one."

The poet understood this, for unless man and wife are living the same thoughts (or living in the same thought world), they must inevitably drift apart.

Thought is a tremendous vibratory force and man is drawn to his thought creations.

For example: A man and woman married and were apparently happy. The man became successful and his tastes improved, but the wife still lived in a limited consciousness.

Whenever the man bought anything he went to the best shops and selected what he needed regardless of price.

Whenever the wife went out she haunted the Five and Ten Cent Stores.

He was living (in thought), on Fifth Avenue and her thought world was on Third Avenue.

Eventually the break and separation came.

We see this so often in the cases of rich and successful men who desert their faithful, hardworking wives later in life.

The wife must keep pace with her husband's taste and ambitions and live in his thought world, for where a man thinketh in his heart there is he.

There is for each person his "other half' or divine selection.

These two are one in their thought worlds. These are the two "whom God has joined together and no man shall (or can) part asunder." "The twain shall be made one," for in the superconscious mind of each is the same Divine Plan.

AFFIRMATION
I give thanks that the marriage made in heaven is now made manifest upon earth.

"The twain shall be made one" now and for all eternity.

feeling super confused and having another mental breakdown cool

awesome

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when you know that you cannot beg for him back out of self-respect
and self-love but you kind of miss him the war is real like it has to be fought and it cannot be done passively it is a fight to maintain your dignity every single day sort of thing
Turncoat would be proud of me that I finally chose self-respect and self-love over attention seeking though
the pain of resisting feels good finally, and not intimidating anymore
when Omari comes back begging for my attention

everyone fart on him while I ignore him :p
lol

no.


yes


rips off your pants and fucks you


Michael come back Omari come back

Idc if no one else believes that it is you I do and I apologize for all of the mean things that I said about you and to you, I will be supportive of you I love you and I miss you your book was inspiring please do not abandon me
please come back 😭 you are handsome and loveable and the light of my life please please do not abandon me

You'll be back to devaluing him soon enough. 

 

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I love surprising people with my capacity to remain happy and grateful

even in like what seems to be the worst of circumstances  (it never is,  I actually have a blessedly decent life and there are plenty of people who would want to trade lives with even mine-  lol it seems so silly because who wants to be on disability with not so good physical health,  but I am not in prison,  I have a hot shower I have delicious food, I can research and learn about whatever I want to research and learn about,  I can sleep as much or as little as I want,  I do not have children or anyone who really needs anything from me  (although sometimes I wish that I had children Idk if I would be that good of a mother)  and so on  it is all about perspective,  no one and nothing can take your choice to be happy from yourself you are fully in control of that  unless literally you do not have the ability to feel happy  which is terrifying like with clinical depression which I am not sure if I have ever had that because my choice to feel happy has always been there for me as far as I know  but as long as you have the capacity to feel happy you can choose to be happy

soo again,  not having clinical depression,  that is something else that I can feel happy and grateful for

not that I have not been through serious even suicidal ideation depression in the past oh I have many times,  but I always find a way to come out of it-  usually through like radical acceptance and choosing to feel happy and choosing to feel grateful-  like not letting my upsetting life circumstances keep me feeling upset about them idk there has always been an escape for me,  a way out

and if there is anyone out there who has not been able to find the escape and the way out and their only solution was to take their own life,  I am soo fucking sorry and I cannot relate because so far I have always been able to find the way out  but I do not judge you for giving up because I do not know what it would be like to not be able to find the way out  and for some people out there,  there might not have been a way out for them for reasons that I do not understand  and I am soo sorry for those people and I am not going to try to say oh they just did not want it enough,  because I do not see committing suicide as weak I see it as these people could not find a way out and that it is horrifying and I do not know what it would be like to be in their shoes  soo I cannot even say that everyone can find a way out  :/

umm,  where was I going with this ?  oh,  well a lot of people can  I think that a lot of people can find the way out,  but not everyone  and for some people their pride is an obstacle,  and for other people they just seriously do not know how and exhausted all of their internal and external resources  (idk how this is possible  but again I am not going to judge people for committing suicide because none of us truly know what it was like to be inside of their heads before they chose to commit suicide)
I have noticed that a lot of people underestimate my capacity to not compromise my standards even if it means going through many "the worsts" throughout my life- when I decide what I want for my life I will go through hell to get it and will never give up until I have it, or until something else(- a dream, a person, and lifestyle and so on) catches my interest and seems more worth desiring this is how my ex boyfriend who lived like the opposite type of lifestyle as mine ended up proposing to me, for example and I do not think that I even asked him to do that lol but we might have talked about marriage I forget
I freaking blow my own mind when how after thinking that it is all over for me, I emerge shining brighter than ever before- It is fucking glorious and I am not going to downplay it ;p *does happiness dance* :p


;p
😊😇

lol what if I started seeing myself as all bad instead of all good

people always like-  you don't want to take responsibility that is why you are obsessed with people seeing you as innocent-  what if I stopped caring what they see me as and if I see my own self as all bad  :p🤭😂

what are yall going to do about that  ;p
yeah I know you are supposed to see yourself as partly good and partly bad or whatever, maybe I just want to see myself as all bad :p (hilarious because I am a pretty nice and sweet person for the most part with some self destructive tendencies but still) ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah :p
in that halloween mood :p


🤭;p 
this is a fun thought experiment at least  :p  I think that I am finally integrating my "bad side" it just feels like it is taking over completely though because I have been repressing my awareness of it for soo long............

"yeah guys I am bad sometimes"  *faints lol*  it is really not so terrifying anymore soo idk  :p  idk what changed this is fascinating though  did something new from therapy techniques actually work on me for freaking once ?  has shadow work been the missing element to my healing ?
yoooooooooooo I have officially met and accepted and embraced my shadow self lmao :p no going back now............


the soundtrack to accepting my shadow side and seeing it as a gift :p I am such a nerd looooooooooool ;p
k pause this is not any more healthy than trying to see myself as all good but it is a thought experiment that I am playing with oof it is heavy though to think of yourself as all bad I do not believe it is any more possible than a person being all good (as in never causing psychological or physical harm to anyone else)

The 'All' is the problem. 


I accept and embrace the part(s)ofmyselfthatthinkthatallofmyselfisevil

I accept and embrace the part(s) of myself that think that all of myself is evil

I accept and embrace the part(s) of myself that think that all of myself is bad
soo this is like Internal Family Systsems parts therapy combined with shadow work

if I was to do just shadow work alone it would look like maybe "side of" and "aspects of"

I accept and embrace the side of myself that thinks that all of myself is evil

I accept and embrace the side of myself that thinks that all of myself is bad

I accept and embrace the aspects of myself that think that all of myself is evil

I accept and embrace the aspects of myself that think that all of myself is bad

the repressed me

the repressed me wants to be the person that goes around farting on people irl like the prank youtube videos but it actually be real farts :p like real big smelly ones :p (I definitely would need to change my diet to be the most fart inducing as possible to get the full enjoyment if I was to go down this path but yeah, I do not fart that much irl presently but if I encouraged it I could possibly dominate the world through farting power alone)

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what are the best fart foods ?

what foods are the most supportive of a very tootful life ?

Asking God / whatever higher power exists for a second chance at life

I am at kind of a low point in life and feeling very bored and am craving a redemption of some sorts-  my concept of God is not the judaic or christian god and it is not satan either,  but instead he/she/it is an unconditionally loving and unconditionally forgiving higher power that is all knowing and all powerful and present everywhere and does not condemn anyone to an eternal hell

anyway I am hoping that this entity that feels intuitively like the one true God to me grants me forgiveness and redemption  feeling better about myself and getting along better with other people idk  just some sort of positive change for the better  I do not really believe in obtaining "perfection" or "goodness" anymore,  but I do want to be the best version of myself that I can be and experience the most positive emotions possible during the rest of this lifetime  (joy and peace and happiness and love)  soo yeah,  this is pretty much my dream and goal rn

and for this entity to show me the way to having my best most positive emotions inducing and stimulating and encouraging career and amount of money and life purpose and health and significant other partner  and so it is  thank you  🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🌻

What is boredom, to you? 


my future wedding (very intimate)

04:07 compassionatequeen: lol I should have temperature be my future wedding song

04:07 compassionatequeen: or at least be like the first song at the dance party after lol

04:54 compassionatequeen: my wedding night we are going to cover each other in our poops

04:54 compassionatequeen: I put my poop all over him and he puts his poop all over me as an act of bonding and mutual domination

^

 

temperature by sean paul btw my favorite seduction song of all time  🤵‍♂️👰‍♀💍🎶🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊💟


feeling calm and peaceful today

yes

Oni said: 

It is very peaceful outside today

calm wind 

nice breeze

birds chirping 

people living

a world where everything runs correctly

smoothly

no pain

no sadness

we all are peaceful


soo, yesterday started out calm and peaceful but then took a turn for the worst today is also starting out calm and peaceful and hopefully will be a better day I can say that today it feels like my confidence and trust in myself has finally returned, which is wonderful because it had been pretty shaky and I had been doing a lot of second guessing myself since I left my christian faith and delusions of legitimately being the wife (and then ex wife after rebelling and falling into alliance with satan) of the judaic / christian god since before humanity was even created.... but that confidence could also be a precursor to another manic episode in the future hopefully with less psychosis


but honestly I would take a manic slightly psychotic me over a depressed me, just you know without me threatening to spiritually eat people and stuff


What if you could be happy, but not manic? 


dating someone better than anyone that I have liked in the past :)

super happy manifesting it :p

I feel soo bad leaving my family 😭😭 but noow back to getting high

off of many many one night stands with pornstars and objectifying women like it is totally fine and the pinnacle of mental health !!!!!!!!!!!! :) YOU ARE A PATHETIC PIECE OF SHIT MICHAEL YOU SUCK
EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU IS FUGLY AND DISGUSTING AND A DISAPPOINTMENT TO MANKIND
YOU ARE A FUCKING LYING SCAMMER PIECE OF SHIT, YOU STILL BEHAVE EXACTLY LIKE AN ADDICT AND THERE IS NOTING MENTALLY HEALTHY ABOUT YOU AT ALL, ZERO YOU ARE NOT A GOOD ROLE MODEL TO ANYONE GET IT THROUGH YOUR FUCKING HEAD YOU FUCKING UGLY RETARD

I'm back I'm coming back
thank fuck I thought that it would never happen 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊 get ready (but I'm probably going to be off of my meds for about half a month soo not going to be at my best but I am still back)

my future career! (coming soon in the future) 😊😇

to teach people to unconditionally love themselves no matter what and to be forgiving of themselves and try to be as forgiving to other people as they can (forgiving does not mean staying in relationships with people who are abusing you in horrible ways though, and forgiving does not always mean reconciliation and we have a prison system for a reason and hopefully it can become more rehabilitative)

V I C T O R Y! I FUCKING MADE IT THROUGH MY DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL I KNEW THAT I WOULD BUT HOLY FUCK IT TOOK SOOOOOOOOOOOO LONG IT FELT LIKE FOREVER OOH MY GOSH

 

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thank god for the zip file

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Turncoat said: 

Original Title: what Turncoat probably thinks that I soel



myself when I am heartbroken- it's fartbreak warfare

Lightning strikes
Inside my chest to keep me up at night
Dream of ways
To make you understand my pain

Clouds of sulfur in the air
Bombs are falling everywhere
It's fartbreak warfare
Once you want it to begin,
No one really ever wins
In fartbreak warfare

If you want more love why don't you say so?
If you want more love why don't you say so?

Drop his name
Push it in and twist the knife again
Watch my face
As I pretend to feel no pain, pain, pain..

Clouds of sulfur in the air
Bombs are falling everywhere
It's fartbreak warfare
Once you want it to begin,
No one really ever wins
In fartbreak warfare

If you want more love why don't you say so?
If you want more love why don't you say so?

Just say so...

How come the only way to know how high you get me is to see how far I fall?
God only knows how much I'd love you if you let me but I can't break through it all

It's a fart... fartbreak...

I don't care if we don't sleep at all tonight
Let's just fix this whole thing now
I swear to God we're gonna get it right
If you lay your weapon down
Red wine and Ambien
You're talking shit again, it's fartbreak warfare
Good to know it's all a game
Disappointment has a name, it's fartbreak, fartbreak

It's fartbreak warfare
It's fartbreak warfare
It's fartbreak warfare
because he is not leaving Logan soo that we can live together and start a new life together 🍑💩💨




you belong with me and not Logan





I still get jealous :/🤭


🤭😭




babe 🤭😁


EVERYONE LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE I AM FARTBROKEN 💔😭




😂🖕


freaking leave him we have bigger plans time to spread unconditional love to the world you know that only we can lead this happening it is up to us babe it is me and you and only we can do this job this is our freaking job stop procrastinating it is annoying me this turtle's pace shit needs to be coming to an end soon we have stuff to accomplish hurry up grandfather time jesus christ


Turncoat said: 

In his shoes I wouldn't leave Logan either, that dude's a boss: 

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A message and challenge to Turncoat




you've seen nothing yet ;p just wait and see what is coming

Jesus I have had the messiest come up of all time though holy fuck lmao

Turncoat said: 

So... what, are you challenging me to get higher than you are

I don't know if there's enough drugs in the world to get me where you're sitting. 


guess what I am not mentally or physically healthy and I do not care

ooh and I am completely and totally in love with myself and unconditionally love myself anyway  ooooooooooooh wow surprise shocker mindblowing  😮🤯

soo stop trying to hold me to standards of stuff that I do not value or care about  🤭😂  I make some efforts towards mental health and physical health but I am not trying for perfection nor am I trying to be an icon for it,  soo get the fuck over it and stop trying to give me "advice",  because I only trust advice from employed professional and licensed therapists and psychiatrists and doctors,  thank you  😊👍....

my values are unconditionally loving myself no matter what and I am not trying to reach perfection or being an icon of or "mastering" of anything else other than that :) and there is nothing that any of you can do about it

and same goes with spirituality too, I do not care if I am spiritually healthy or correct on anything having to do with spirituality either- it is not one of my values although I practice my own form of spirituality that is personal to me :) thank you for being soo understanding 👍

the only value that I want to be an icon of and held to a standard of is always unconditionally loving myself no matter what struggles that I am going through and what behaviors that I presently feel out of control of :) and any other standard that people want to try to hold me to I just do not care about like at all, like you have no idea how much I soo do not care about it

I wish that I could pin this thread oh my gosh

Turncoat said: 

What if you tried to accept that other people don't accept you?

And yeah your spirituality is seriously Satanic now. 


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The CompassionateQueen1 series: 

just uploaded twerking vid to youtube

;p (it is embedded on my she twerkin thread but it is age restricted) I have one subscriber soo far





the full song from my video 🔥;p she hot

I LIKE TO POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP

POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP 😊😇🍑💩

I like to poop

💩 IM BORED

YALL ARE BEING BORING DO SOMETHING

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH I FEEL SOOOOOOOOOOOO BORED OF EVERYTHING THIS IS TORTURE MAYBE I AM TURNING INTO A SOCIOPATH ;p

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah




;p

myself being adorbs

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she soo cute and modestly dressed

bump :p

I deleted my video because my butt should be for my significant other

and not just sharing it with the world it feels wrong to me to do that type of stuff

Why'd you do it in the first place? 


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