but like even more slow and sloshhhhhy  :p  the fuck,  and why is he inebriated on camera I though that he was "mister clean and sober living even sober off of alcohol forever" ??  that is what he told us all in his book and I am soooooooooooo confused-  maybe this is why I have mental issues it is probably all his fault all of the gaslighting  :/