I know "ooh no it will mess up your manifestation" well idc anymore I do not want someone to want to be with me just because I manifested him I'm like done besides he is probably not my type irl like his personality is probably not what I am hoping it would be anyway like it already isn't sick of being ignored and neglected sick of the lies and scamming sick of it all
I want to be with my soulmate in the future, not Michael because I do not even believe that Michael is my soulmate anymore because of how he behaves with the ignoring and not offering me a paid employment position and all of that
I do not even like saying Michael's name anymore it just feels cringe to me it feels embarrassing