people always like- you don't want to take responsibility that is why you are obsessed with people seeing you as innocent- what if I stopped caring what they see me as and if I see my own self as all bad :p🤭😂
what are yall going to do about that ;p
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yeah I know you are supposed to see yourself as partly good and partly bad or whatever, maybe I just want to see myself as all bad :p (hilarious because I am a pretty nice and sweet person for the most part with some self destructive tendencies but still) ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah :p
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10/22/2022 12:13:37 AM
this is a fun thought experiment at least :p I think that I am finally integrating my "bad side" it just feels like it is taking over completely though because I have been repressing my awareness of it for soo long............
"yeah guys I am bad sometimes" *faints lol* it is really not so terrifying anymore soo idk :p idk what changed this is fascinating though did something new from therapy techniques actually work on me for freaking once ? has shadow work been the missing element to my healing ?
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10/22/2022 12:33:21 AM
k pause this is not any more healthy than trying to see myself as all good but it is a thought experiment that I am playing with oof it is heavy though to think of yourself as all bad I do not believe it is any more possible than a person being all good (as in never causing psychological or physical harm to anyone else)
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