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It is very peaceful outside today

calm wind 

nice breeze

birds chirping 

people living

a world where everything runs correctly

smoothly

no pain

no sadness

we all are peaceful

soo,  yesterday started out calm and peaceful but then took a turn for the worst  today is also starting out calm and peaceful and hopefully will be a better day  I can say that today it feels like my confidence and trust in myself has finally returned,  which is wonderful because it had been pretty shaky and I had been doing a lot of second guessing myself since I left my christian faith and delusions of legitimately being the wife  (and then ex wife after rebelling and falling into alliance with satan) of the judaic / christian god since before humanity was even created....  but that confidence could also be a precursor to another manic episode in the future hopefully with less psychosis

but honestly I would take a manic slightly psychotic me over a depressed me,  just you know without me threatening to spiritually eat people and stuff

What if you could be happy, but not manic?