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Temptations return, if I can get some shit sorted, and nothing else works. I'll enlist in the military again, and go Army instead of Marines since the only reason why I went Marines was because of the mission I was put on. 

Chaotik said: 

So, I get migraines and cluster headaches a lot, and it drives me insane, I've noticed that my right eye becomes red and hurts more than the left, and they leak because of such affliction.

 I find sleep and diet is critical. Do you drink caffeine?

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Omari said:

I find sleep and diet is critical. Do you drink caffeine?

 I do, through soda or coffee itself, and my sleep schedule gets wacky at times. Though I recall periods where I believed I was sleeping just fine, but don't remember any changes. I know caffeine makes it worse but because I've just grown accustomed to anticipating it anyway, I just do what I want and push through. 

I'll try to diet though and sleep and see if that fixes it but I think that I've just developed some strange mental conditions due to extreme stress. 

Omari said:

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 As for this, I wonder what you could've said but guess I'll never know.

So this girl I know broke up with her boyfriend, but apparently it was smooth. I just hope they still hangout and shit because otherwise that's going to interfere with my plans. I'm trying to construct my new friend group to pass time and actually experience shit rather than continue to rot here inside my mind. Plus, they are my keys to finding more people to potentially acquire LSD or Shrooms, or potentially DMT. 


My right hand man, my best friend when we move together we have considered the army and going in together we might bring 1 or 2 more people along with us since a buddy enlistment can have up to 4. Though that's if we do that, it's heavily considerable given the potential skills, and experiences it would bring to help in the inevitable future. 

Fanciful dreams of ascending to something beyond what is Human, I'd love to live for a long time, travel across the galaxy, and just witness everything change.

I like to imagine stupid shit like if I was akin to Billy Cipher, Nyarlathotep, Emperor Joker, etc. Since I already am a jokester to my friends and make them laugh with the shit I come up with and do. 



Also, rate my eyes if you'd like. 

If such entities existed, I would want them to reveal their truth to me, if dark secrets lurk anything, if by means of a bad trip, ANYTHING, even if it meant shattering my mind. I do no care, even if future me regretted, I do not care. Do it. DO IT.

My friends and I joke about our own polity, with me as a our head, some wish that day where my ego inflates into insanity, and we just start our massive violently retarded campaign of destruction upon fat bitch goblins and other mutant aidspiss fucks

I wish to look like some variant of the Mad Baron, Ungern-Sternberg when all this happens perhaps instead of orange mongolian deel, I'll take something Teal and (Sangria or Russian Violet) pattterns

You may not believe me, but I attract more than I could even imagine. It's quite surreal. 

This will be the song that comes on, when I reign and commence my period of Judgement

I threaten and scare one of my friends with cryptic messages and the shit I say she cant tell if I'm joking or not, and what's hilarious is that I can't tell if I'm joking or not either.