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Don't throw the baby out with the bathwater.

Buttered Toast said: 

Don't throw the baby out with the bathwater.

You'd throw out Bathwater? 

You can keep the baby, those are expensive. The bathwater is the true gold standard here: 

What I'd do to blow her head off with a rifle.

It's all crazier but I got faith I am going to turn myself around even if there's that self-destructive twisted humor of laughing at myself for failure 

Alas, time shall Tell,but I think Steps are being Made

Chaotik said: 

What I'd do to blow her head off with a rifle.

That does not sound healthy, she's a symptom of a larger problem rather than purely a role model for it. 

Turncoat said: 

Chaotik said: 

What I'd do to blow her head off with a rifle.

That does not sound healthy, she's a symptom of a larger problem rather than purely a role model for it. 

 You'd be correct.  I am just losing it all haha,  and I'm aware. Ultimately shooting her would do what? Nothing, there is little to be desired for the Western Woman. Either serve some fucking loser who doesnt want to be a traditional man or sell yourself to these same gooners and you profit off them. 

It just sickens me, its all making me go coocoo. I was tumbling into a very bad shroom trip that had me locked inside my own head all day when I wrote that. So, I sincerely apologize, and I know that there is no Authority in the West currently that would try to save her and put a stop to this parasitic system that feeds on all our suffering.

I would highly encourage you to stop taking psychedelics they will legitimately fry your brain. T. Someone who has dabbled. The only way to fix your life is through exercise, sobriety, and discipline. In that order. Psychoactive substances will not fix you. Control the fixation or the fixation controls you. You can seriously fuck your life up doing that shit. Don't just read it and say "meh true but it's whatever" Your life is on the line at this very moment and you need to change or you will fuck yourself. 

Chaotik said: 

Turncoat said: 

Chaotik said: 

What I'd do to blow her head off with a rifle.

That does not sound healthy, she's a symptom of a larger problem rather than purely a role model for it. 

 You'd be correct.  I am just losing it all haha,  and I'm aware.

Have you tried having sex? 

Perhaps the rifle is a metaphor. 

Turncoat said: 

Chaotik said: 

Turncoat said: 

That does not sound healthy, she's a symptom of a larger problem rather than purely a role model for it. 

 You'd be correct.  I am just losing it all haha,  and I'm aware.

Have you tried having sex? 

Perhaps the rifle is a metaphor. 

 

 The rifle is only because I've been listening to

 


As for sex, I'd rather find a darling to cherish and cuddle with, to grow with and sex will just happen when it happens I guess. I'm not actively trying to get it, even if there is obviously hormones, and growing up exposed to porn. I don't think I could accept the shame and guilt I'd feel if I just went to hookup with some other broken person. 

I have been just losing mind constantly worrying about all those I care, fears of losing contact, that we dont have enough time, that so much schizo nightmare madness is coming because I dont even see the USA anymore, I don't recognize the legitimacy, we've been compromised by the financial elites that indebted us all, and bought up land, and the Epstein List, the fact it wont be released, that it is being denied, that there is a strong child sex trafficking operation behind closed door, which dont get me wrong ofc we all knew and wanted answers, but ITS SO IN YOUR FACE NOW, HOW DO YOU ACCEPT IT? HOW DO YOU FUCKING SLEEP? IVE BEEN LOSING MY MIND, TRYING NOT TO FUCKING CRASH OUT, I just hate it all. I foresee our balkanization and age of strife with multiple factions killing each other for power. 

 

cx3 said:

I would highly encourage you to stop taking psychedelics they will legitimately fry your brain. T. Someone who has dabbled. The only way to fix your life is through exercise, sobriety, and discipline. In that order. Psychoactive substances will not fix you. Control the fixation or the fixation controls you. You can seriously fuck your life up doing that shit. Don't just read it and say "meh true but it's whatever" Your life is on the line at this very moment and you need to change or you will fuck yourself.

I know and I am trying to get my bros I've been hanging with to get in the gym and we just all get in shape and work on developing skills, hobbies, etc anything. 

My abuse of psychedelics is not healthy, there are ways they've helped me but overall they're being used in the wrong mindset and setting. I just enjoy destroying myself. I was laying down all day yesterday unable to sleep because my thoughts wouldnt shut up, and I  could see what looked like my own eyes and a teethy smile staring back at me superimposed over pictures of peoples faces and or stuffed animals. I don't think I could stop forever but I do want to cut down on it, and do it when I am in a better place, otherwise I might just micro it. Regardless, dependence on it isn't an option. 

 

So no, you haven't been having sex. 

Turncoat said: 

So no, you haven't been having sex. 

 Nope, I am pure.