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"I doubt that insults would do any harm to you since you tend to take such things as a learning experience; life lesson. We are quite alike in this regard. So take what you get ;)​"

This doesn't excuse or explain why you were tight lipped in chat, but making snide remarks here in threads. By your logic, you wouldn't have made any insult at all. Instead you give a half-assed compliment and then say we're alike?(the thought disturbs me).

"I value opinions in general since they are experience-based and tell a bit about the person as well. But I do not take things for granted. Who would?"

Opinions vary wildly and they contradict themselves starkly enough to support their unreliability. There's no point in listing out opinions, because there's a good chance you've received every compliment as well as insult the dictionary has to offer. If anything note the few that are reoccurring, but keeping a mental note of all the compliments and opinions towards you, says quite a bit in itself.

VonChirp stated: source post

Why not simply work on those you consider to be relevant and disregard the rest?

Imagine who else here already does this. It's not exactly the wisest practice.

This doesn't excuse or explain why you were tight lipped in chat, but making snide remarks here in threads. By your logic, you wouldn't have made any insult at all. Instead you give a half-assed compliment and then say we're alike?(the thought disturbs me).

I thought you were grateful I didn't bring these insults in our talk in chat and that you were expecting me to mention something later. And I merely noted who is the person who has prescribed that adjective, if you did not like that, maybe you should rethink what you tell to others. Anyway, I did not mean to flatter you too much, but you should learn to appreciate fitting compliments.

Opinions vary wildly and they contradict themselves starkly enough to support their unreliability. There's no point in listing out opinions, because there's a good chance you've received every compliment as well as insult the dictionary has to offer. If anything note the few that are reoccurring, but keeping a mental note of all the compliments and opinions towards you, says quite a bit in itself.

Some of them are synonyms or referring to the same trait. There is no need to collect data, but there is no harm in doing so either and I have to repeat myself that I have provided an unsorted list for Motor to toy with. Also, I did tell that I keep real and mental notes about my friends, so this feature of character is not limited with information directed to me.

Sugar is not genuine with her advice. Since when are people helped by talking to her while she's rude? I'll give you advice too. You'd make a great priest one day. Are you going to take it?

Thank you again for looking after me in regards of Sugar. I would indeed make a great priest, but I am not into kids <.<

Yeah... I should have phrased that better...

who called you a psychopath? :D

That is one hell of a list... I see some of my comments make it up there. I wonder if others have said the same things making them more memorable.

Either way, it's an extremely contradictory list. Some things seem less relevant than others, such as "resembling a Swede" and "POOF". I'm sure by this point you've taken the time to evaluate whether you feel the descriptions actually apply to you or not. Why not simply work on those you consider to be relevant and disregard the rest?

"I thought you were grateful I didn't bring these insults in our talk in chat and that you were expecting me to mention something later."

Why would I be grateful for that? What backwards excuse is this where you didn't want to speak your mind to me directly but thought I'd appreciate it done here?

"And I merely noted who is the person who has prescribed that adjective, if you did not like that, maybe you should rethink what you tell to others."

I'm not at all concerned with anything I've stated, the focus is your insult you slid in not that you noted I made the comment. You think I'd really be concerned with people knowing I called you a cuck?

"Anyway, I did not mean to flatter you too much, but you should learn to appreciate fitting compliments."

It's an obvious appeasement tactic, I have no problem accepting anything that's sincere

"Some of them are synonyms or referring to the same trait."

And yet, most of them are skew and have no correlation what so ever. 

"There is no need to collect data, but there is no harm in doing so either and I have to repeat myself that I have provided an unsorted list for Motor to toy with."

It would seem there was a reason to collect data if you've amassed this paragraph of opinions users have put out about you, there's no harm but it implies vanity as well as insecurity about the image you try to put forth towards others. Doesn't matter if motor asked, the sad part is that you had these on standby or that you put so much emphasis on what people perceive you as, that this quantitative amount of opinions is remembered in the first place.

"Also, I did tell that I keep real and mental notes about my friends, so this feature of character is not limited with information directed to me."

Keyword: About your friends(this is weird as fuck as it is, but that's a whole other can of worms) 

Do you write down what they say about you as well? Also, these aren't your personal friends. These are online personas on a forum we're referring to here, again for you to put that much of an emphasis on outside opinion in your personal life is revealing enough, let alone here.

Since you seem to be ignoring Sugar's post and yet, so keen on remembering who said what, how about I reiterate;

"who called you a psychopath? :D"

I'm sure you have it down in one of your notes right?

Mee stated: source post

Oh, Sugar called me a lil pussy two days ago. I simply must add it (:

Sugar is not genuine with her advice. Since when are people helped by talking to her while she's rude? I'll give you advice too. You'd make a great priest one day. Are you going to take it? 

Why would I be grateful for that? What backwards excuse is this where you didn't want to speak your mind to me directly but thought I'd appreciate it done here?

You said that it was great and that it was expected o.o

"It's great you didnt bring these insults in our talk in chat, but the subtle post diss was expected it's typical of you to save them for here and avoid direct confrontation."

I'm not at all concerned with anything I've stated, the focus is your insult you slid in not that you noted I made the comment. You think I'd really be concerned with people knowing I called you a cuck?

So you are sad because you were insulted? Maybe I was wrong after all.

It's an obvious appeasement tactic, I have no problem accepting anything that's sincere.

More like an observation, but I did think you might have been a bit upset since you brought up various things to complain about me during our chat, so I felt like easing the tension a tad bit.

It would seem there was a reason to collect data if you've amassed this paragraph of opinions users have put out about you, there's no harm but it implies vanity as well as insecurity about the image you try to put forth towards others. Doesn't matter if motor asked, the sad part is that you had these on standby or that you put so much emphasis on what people perceive you as, that this quantitative amount of opinions is remembered in the first place.

I think that it simply is a continuum of the reason I came to SW, i.e. self analysis. And it happened quite randomly, mainly because a SC notebook was introduced and I had to fill something in. Also, the list was finished in 4-5 sittings, so it is not like that information was kept in my head endlessly. I just sit sometimes and fill things in my less frequently used notebooks, that's all.

Keyword: About your friends(this is weird as fuck as it is, but that's a whole other can of worms) 

Do you write down what they say about you as well?

It would be an unreasonable thing to note in the notes about friends.

Also, these aren't your personal friends. These are online personas on a forum we're referring to here, again for you to put that much of an emphasis on outside opinion in your personal life is revealing enough, let alone here

What emphasis do I put? Do you think it changes anything?..

Since you seem to be ignoring Sugar's post and yet

WW3 told me to watch out and don't let her penetrate me :v

I'm sure you have it down in one of your notes right?

Actually... no. Could not imagine an entry "people, who called me a psychopath". And I am not going to give any names to expose good people to this touchy subject of SC :'D

So you actually keep a fucking notebook full of comments and compliments you receive from people over the internet?

I keep many different notebooks, this happens to be one of them.

The fact that there's a notebook(s) in the first place is pathetic, the fact that you take these seriously enough to analyze yourself with them(while I suspect you not being your full self here in the first place) is even worse.

"It would be an unreasonable thing to note in the notes about friends." Before it was just keeping notes about your friends, now it's you're concerned with how everyone sees you.

I do not understand. What I was trying to say is that I would not mark that a particular person called me something in the notes about the said person. And quite frankly, I do not have a similar list outside of SC. It is just that people here are quite reactive to verbal or visual stimulus.

The emphasis is shown by the effort you put into your image and how others see you. You have a serious vanity problem(which probably contributes to the pretentious ego) if by your description you write down and chart what most people say about you. This spells latent insecurity.

But I am not feeling insecure.

You still haven't answered who told you, you were a psychopath. Honestly, I mean we know why right? No one's called you a psychopath, this you pursuing this image. In fact, I'm willing to bet more than a few people find that label on you humorous. That is just what you want to be, isn't it.

I said that I will not be giving names, just like I did not note the origins of most of the things in the list (I could trace most of them, I think).

I am not pursuing any image. I am, however, searching for an appropriate frame for the one I posses. Why? I think that I have a habit to put things into neat boxes, as evident by the note taking, clothing preference, etc., etc. Still, it is not an urgent matter, so I most certainly can be taking my time, getting more data, etc.