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by Helena

That definitely sounds like me - the prose is practically identical - but it's not. Most of that shit is typical narcissist babble anyway, though I will admit that the idea of being waterboarded does appeal to me in much the same way that skydiving does. I've never tried either but they both appear to test your ability to manage your fear, and I find that appealing.

 What the hell. You've got to be kidding me, have you even read the posts. It's not just the style, it's the content of the posts. I mean, you 2 being gymnasts, doing yoga, wanting to go to med school, talking about your psycho father all the time, having a "35-25-35" figure.

Selena: it's easy when you've got wide green eyes, waist-length brunette hair and your 35-25-35 figure is both concealed and exacerbated by the wearing of feminine dresses that cling to the chest and the waist and float down to the knees. 

Helena: I was a gymnast and I entered puberty late, which meant that one day I was flat-chested, and the next, I measured 35-25-35. 

You both had a job at an office for a while, you had a fiance that now's your husband, everything fits. Do you take me as stupid. I'm not going to let you go with this Selena until you admit I'm right.

It's not really trust if you have to wonder about that...

"Making yourself vulnerable to someone you trust isn't as thrilling, because they are predictable."

That depends on what they do with that trust.

You on the old forum mentioning your father with lung cancer wanting you to come to him.

You talking about the same thing here

by Helena

 

by wahoo

I hate my 'parents'...I was glad when my 'dad-fuck' suffered and died with lung cancer. Now if the the old lady would just die I would be rid of them forever. Some people should not be allowed to have children.

I hear that!

I wouldn't say that I absolutely hate my parents, but I'm certainly not disappointed that they're dead. When my father was dying of lung cancer he begged me to come and see him. I told him that I would if he gave me $5,000 - and he did.

We got drunk together and actually had a reasonably okay time.

 This is the memorable quotes thread, and I can go on with digging up quotes and tightening the screws for quite a while S/Helena. :D Do I have to bring up the death of your mother too or you gonna tap out already?

It's not a matter of if you lied, it's the why I'm interested in... I like explanations, "because" is my most used 7 letter word lmao.

I'm mostly meaning that you can trust someone to be unpredictable while trusting that they won't go beyond a certain escalation. Creativity can proxy if not surpass risk in the thrills department.

14:41 - thesugargirl: make it stop. put a dick in its mouth

That definitely sounds like me - the prose is practically identical - but it's not. Most of that shit is typical narcissist babble anyway, though I will admit that the idea of being waterboarded does appeal to me in much the same way that skydiving does. I've never tried either but they both appear to test your ability to manage your fear, and I find that appealing.

Don't let me stop you from pursuing your obsessions.

by Edvard

 

by Selena

Blah blah blah

Haha...well, first off I'm not a psychopath. And I was talking strictly about sexual s/m roleplay in my post, in the context of long time partners vs new ones. Making yourself vulnerable to someone you trust isn't as thrilling, because they are predictable. That's why you trust them in the first place.

Yeah. That's why s/m play tends to escalate. It can be easy to take things too far when you lose sight of the fact that you're messing around with dangerous shit. I have to watch it. What we do doesn't feel scary, but logically- it should. We take a risks that many people would consider "unacceptable".

That is also why it's fun to mix it up. Keeping the same roles, or assuming the same style all the time, would get insufferably boring. For monogamy to work for someone like me, there has to be a lot of variety.

by Amanita

 

by Edvard

 

by Selena

Blah blah blah

Haha...well, first off I'm not a psychopath. And I was talking strictly about sexual s/m roleplay in my post, in the context of long time partners vs new ones. Making yourself vulnerable to someone you trust isn't as thrilling, because they are predictable. That's why you trust them in the first place.

 

Yeah. That's why s/m play tends to escalate. It can be easy to take things too far when you lose sight of the fact that you're messing around with dangerous shit. I have to watch it. What we do doesn't feel scary, but logically- it should. We take a risks that many people would consider "unacceptable".

That is also why it's fun to mix it up. Keeping the same roles, or assuming the same style all the time, would get insufferably boring. For monogamy to work for someone like me, there has to be a lot of variety.

Wouldn't this become horribly monotonous and jaded, this s/m "play"? You guys are now expecting depravity in order to enjoy something simple like sex. There isn't any "fear"  if you are doing the same activities with the same person, even if you choose to electrocute a vagina or slice a jacob's latter along the underside of a shaft. Are you psyching yourself into an imagined fear or something? Is that where freaks like you get off?