I think you are right, it's a part of it.
You're lying to yourself and self medicating. It doesn't matter what you try to explain to me or anyone else at this point because you're just trying to lie to yourself. The fact is that you aren't in control of your emotions or your body. Your best friends confirmed that you don't have a substance abuse problem? Ok. And saying that you were in med school means nothing.
That isn't much. You may not be abusing but that substance can have some serious influences on people already bent a certain direction. I don't think your brain chemistry should have it. BTW I'm not a drug prude. I've taken most of it. You don't need it to study, but if you keep taking the adderall, it may contribute to a break of some kind.
you are right, i agree, i'm not in control, but I have to say that having proper medical and scientific training does mean something......... IDK lol, i'm pretty giddy over all this. btw Anastacia, what Turncoat said is right, I generally get a vibe from people, especially those who has had some abuse and need chaos, and I have an overwhelming urge to abuse you, becareful in your relationships with men.
i totally agree with you, but let's steer this convo away from my drug use. I do need to get off it, but now is definitely not the time immediately before my test. especially when I am taking less than my prescribed dosage from licensed mental health professionals.
why would I not be accurate in my reports, I just told all you strangers about my deepest secrets and about going to federal prison lol.
I take it 2-3 times a day, depending on hours of studying, but I do drink a lot of caffeine with it as it exacerbates the effects.