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 I am on prozac, I doubled my dosage about a week ago, I think that might have something to do with all this shit. I started it because I was depressed about 2 months ago and I thought it would help me break up with her. I doubled my dosage because SSRIs induce extra serotonin, which reduces emotinal fluctuations. Also I've been taking a lot of Adderral to help with the studying, I think that's what's making me super obsessive.

by FatherLucifer

 Can you get your hands on some Xanax or maybe something that will knock yourself out for about twelve hours. You need to separate yourself from this for a while. You need to come down off the obsessive thinking. Just shut it down. Shut it all down.

 Drop the Adderral now.

Oh god, my week on that shit was a weird and scary week indeed. I was king of the assholes, and my sub tendancies declined entirely.

This paints a completely different picture when paired next to his story.

You doubled your dosage? Are you self medicating? If you're taking a lot of adderall you're running a risk of stimulant psychosis. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stimulant_psychosis You may already be there. 

 I seen it send people over the edge.

Ever see what happens when someone substitutes it for sleep?

 @anastacia I know that it's very contradicting. But i'm sure you know we have 2 parts of our brain, well, more complicated than that, but essentially was are constantly battling our emotions, Id if you will, with our intellictual wants. If I can control my self the way you say I would be supreme ruler of the world already.

Regarding the substance abuse issue, I do not have a substance abuse problem. I would admit it if I did, but I don't. This is confirmed by 3 separate doctors, though they are my best friends. I used to be in medical school, and come from a family of physicians, but I dropped out. I know signs of substance abuse, and I don't have it. I take adderal because I need to study, and it's great for that. I will be off of it ASAP when my test is over in 4 weeks.

You're right. 

 Yes, and it's not pretty. I'm totally serious. YOU need to flush it now. I think that's part of the desperation I was reading.

 I actually take less than my prescribed amount. I am prescribed 20mg, I only take about 10-15mg each dose.