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Turncoat said: 

compassionatequeen said: 

Turncoat said: 

You really don't see it as overcompensation? 

No not at all,  the intention is to manifest being the best version of myself  what do I have to overcompensate for if I believe that I am already perfect and beautiful and good and whole just the way that I am ?  and why should I let anyone else tell me otherwise ?

You have already stated multiple times that you are not perfect, and you are doing this as how to flee from the extreme opposite of those feelings as compensation.

The compensation fact isn't up for debate, you have explained it as much yourself with more words, but the point of contention is over the "Over-". 

A big part of shadow work is exposure to the parts of yourself you don't like so that you can grow to understand and even accept it's presence. Could perhaps this desperation to feel "Perfect and beautiful and good" be the problem more than whether you actually are or not? 

I mean people are always going to try to label you whatever they want to label you,  but you do not have to take on their labels as your own truth and that is one of the most healing aspects of these therapies that I am participating in

Do you not see how this kind of talk serves to rebuke others? 

are you not keeping up ?  because of the encouragement and teaching of the therapies that I have been participating in I am deciding to believe that I am perfect again,  and not only perfect but good and whole and beautiful too

these are my beliefs and I am not going to change my mind about them anymore

Chaotik said: 

 Reminds me of a girl with a similar name to you I believe, telling me that she believes she can manifest things, and that she could be god, and that she broke everything down in her head as everything is just vibrations. I'm open minded so maybe it's true. I have no way of really telling. Similar stuff in regards to being one big consciousness. I have no clue how to obtain these "revelations" in my mind.

Reality has to prove to be too much for the individual. 

You can see it in monks too. 

compassionatequeen said: 

are you not keeping up ?  because of the encouragement and teaching of the therapies that I have been participating in I am deciding to believe that I am perfect again,  and not only perfect but good and whole and beautiful too

So in other words you have regressed back to your feast or famine emotional style, and for every failure on your optimism you will risk returning to the dark, a darkness you are avoiding in spite of claiming to be practicing Shadow Work. 

"The brighter the light, the darker the shadow."

these are my beliefs and I am not going to change my mind about them anymore

Lol yeah you are come on now. 

you seem to be struggling with accurately interpreting what I have been telling you Turncoat,  I am not avoiding the heavier lower vibration energies I am doing work so that they do not overwhelm or overpower me as intensely or as often and creating a healthy balance

compassionatequeen said: 

you seem to be struggling with accurately interpreting what I have been telling you Turncoat,  I am not avoiding the heavier lower vibration energies I am doing work so that they do not overwhelm or overpower me

Do you not see how your goal is an avoidant one though, and how trying to claim you are "Already Perfect" is you returning to where you already used to be? 

Yes I am reclaiming some of my previous beliefs that I left behind when I converted to christianity during that christian phase  christianity was horrible for my mental health personally

and nope there is no avoidance going on,   just transmuting and balancing  this is really basic stuff I wouldn't expect you to be struggling so much with these concepts hmm

compassionatequeen said: 

Yes I am reclaiming some of my previous beliefs that I left behind when I converted to christianity during that christian phase

A lot of these were present in your Christianity too, if anything that made it worse once you went the for the  "Only second to God" belief based on thinking you were His wife. You have a literal God Complex that surfaces when you feel weak, and it's through that complex that you risk returning to fantasy through solipsism. 

You use this belief of already being good enough at whatever it is to not have to acquire anything new. 

this is not a debate thread and I am not going to respond to you in this thread anymore,  and I am going to keep posting my beliefs thank you

To be honest, when I see you this trope constantly comes to mind: 

Light is not Good:

The Light is not always a bringer of good and hope. It can, in fact, be just as vicious as the Dark, if not worse.

In one of those instances where you shouldn't judge a book by its cover, the Light isn't always what it appears to be. Sometimes, a battle with an obviously Light-wielding character will not result in Defeat Meaning Friendship or an Epiphany Therapy, but will just end with a laser-scorched corpse and the shiny happy killer skipping off to continue using their sunshine-fueled powers to wreak decidedly unholy havoc. There is a reason why the word Lucifer in Latin, literally means "Light Bringer".