what I presently believe to be my most "bad and evil and toxic" traits- I have social anxiety and because I am unemployed since I get panic attacks working normal people jobs, in the past and probably will continue into the future I have done some trolling and I say silly and ridiculous things that sometimes I do not mean soo it is a form of lying (I guess although my intention is more to be silly than trying to con people or anything like that, codependency, phases of preferring social isolation, possibly infertile, gluttony and obesity (although both are decreasing now that I am back on an important medication for me), medication dependent, some shortterm and longterm memory impairment, have a difficult time knowing what is true or false or if anything is even true or false and I have a difficult time of making sense of some things (it is kind of difficult for me to function as a human being), on disability income because of my mental limitations including adhd, prone to fantasizing, sometimes dissociate, enjoy farting humor, have scoliosis, have allergies and sinus and headache problems sometimes, sometimes feel angry at people for being purposefully psychologically and emotionally abusive to other people and getting away with it, sometimes feel angry that a lot of people who have wealth are exceptionally psychologically and emotionally abusive to other people (and fantasizing that something would be done to more evenly disperse wealth among the population)