you will never be a woman
I'd like to think one day you'd be human though. If not, then a shame.
Other than that, I understand you all have history, and this forum is all of your guys' hangout. I mean I don't think I fit in here, nor do I want to, some figures here are interesting, even if we probably disagree. On some level, I respect Good and co, but I would still let this forum get wiped out along with most of the internet if the opportunity arose, since while the intentions may be good, I see this as just another form of degeneracy, and ofc me being here means that I am not exempt from it. I just acknowledge it, and I'm working on it.
Maybe somehow I'm lost and ignorant. I'm still young, and if I'm somehow wrong, then sorry but its hard for me to consider what you all see as "reality". I only see the decay of the human spirit. I think a good portion of you would've loved being in Salò, and for that I would destroy your entire existence if given the opportunity.
If my visions come true, I'm curious to see how you would cope with everything you see as truth being shattered, even the idea of nothing matters itself being destroyed. If you are incapable of redemption, if you are unhuman. I wish nothing but your own version of hell being materialized as you are an enemy.
Even so, my eyes leak with tears as I type this, so much beauty in my imaginings. So much beauty in the images of screaming, pleading, begging they are pleading for their lives, unable to die with their beliefs, begging for mercy, cowardice, degenerates screaming for mercy. As everything they wished for, everything they were is burning. Mind shattering horror. If I go out screaming and begging for my life, then I deserved to die. I hope to go out laughing like crazy. As it becomes so absurd, so absurd.
saevitvs deliritas if thats meant to mean anything to anyone to anywho to anyhow to anywhere, to anywhat to anywhen to ANYWHY
with that I think I am done with ramblings for now, I could be wrong but who knows.
Take care if you are human.
