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now you're starting to read like a /pol/tard who talks about power fantasies of becoming a fascist dictator as they're getting indoctrinated by 5 minute politics videos

"I can't explain what exactly this is based around, but I was apart of a community over a video game, and I was essentially akin to a admin in it, and I apparently was pretty good, and adored by my members and such, and so they have been trying to get me back constantly, even when I have tried to tell them that I need to sort my life out and such. I also don't believe I was the greatest or even that good, my staff for lack of a better term was what made it great, and the their input and action.

I get praised for things that I shouldn't be praised over, and I just don't get it."

people often praise others just to be nice

"Nor have I ever implied I'd be a key part in a revolution, I don't know where you got this conception from. There is a reason why I constantly state my failures, hence why I am venting in the first place."

there is a stark possibility that, the reason you continually state your failures is to delude yourself  into believing you have a sense of humility, your continual references to how others state you have great leadership qualities betrays a sense of insecurity, it is possible that you are simply waiting for someone to validate those qualities only to shoot them down "i do not have as great leadership qualities as you say i do!" while projecting the image of a humbled and troubled youth

but this is all just conjecture

Legga? said:

Because it's in your best interest not to be regarded as the loser leech in your family and in your society. Your family doesn't depend on you, they order you to do stuff because you otherwise won't lift a finger. Wouldn't you rather be the man in the house than some loser boy who writes hate essays on SC because his mommy asked him to pass the salt at the dinner table?

Instead of being forced to take responsibilities and constantly whining about it, how about you take the lead for once? Take responsibilities out of your own volition. Be the man of your own making and all.

 You don't understand the situation at all, you guys just assume holy shit. 

Legga? said:

He implied you dislike people who force responsibility on you, which is pretty self-evident from your posts.

 Yet, I've went out of my way to help my family many times, even without being asked, and helped others, and have taken responbility for mistakes. 

Legga? said:

Basically, you're entitled. You feel and act as though you don't have to care about common decency or your responsibilities. Like you're just supposed to be given what you want without having to work for it like everyone else. However, as long as the world doesn't agree to grant you that entitlement, you're ruining your own future by acting spoiled.

If you want to get ahead in life, you need take as much responsibility as you can. Your failures to contribute to your society are just an extension of your failures to contribute to your family.

 No, I'm not entitled, in fact one of my main self-crits is I feel I don't do enough, the difference is the work they give me is menial and only given to me because they don't want to deal with it. 

I don't even ask for much, I'm not greedy I barely get fucking anything or ask for anything. My disabled sister is way more spoiled, but that's because well, she's mentally ill.

I know what you fuckers are trying to do now, you're just trying to set me off. 

All I wish to do is to get away from my family to be able to provide for myself, and make good money, and I'd even be willing if I make enough to live (since it's going to be pretty fucking hard) to pay them back for the things they've done for me.

My mom even admitted to me that she didn't make me work that much growing up because in her experience, it fucked up her back, and the only reason why I don't do as much physical labor is because the main person who does it, is my brother who is always taking money, eating all our food, kicking our dogs, and bitching about everything about us, and is in general a huge douche to me.

It's hard for me to work with someone who I want to fucking stab. He shot a cat with an bow and arrow once and we found it rotten in our garage

if only you had a goth girlfriend that feigned misanthropy and acknowledged your existence, comforted you as you had a nervous breakdown by regaling you with compliments pertaining to your intelligence / charisma, that would probably help immensely, oh well, it was a nice read nonetheless, thank you

now you're starting to read like a /pol/tard who talks about power fantasies of becoming a fascist dictator as they're getting indoctrinated by 5 minute politics videos

 is a political destiny in life to destroy a system cringe? does that make say caesar, robespierre, lenin and any other historical figures cringe for any of their accomplishments? I don't think I'll achieve anything, but I'd at least try. 

people often praise others just to be nice

 I'm aware, but they keep contacting me, wanting me back. It doesn't stop, and it's become rather awkward.

"Nor have I ever implied I'd be a key part in a revolution, I don't know where you got this conception from. There is a reason why I constantly state my failures, hence why I am venting in the first place."



there is a stark possibility that, the reason you continually state your failures is to delude yourself into believing you have a sense of humility, your continual references to how others state you have great leadership qualities betrays a sense of insecurity, it is possible that you are simply waiting for someone to validate those qualities only to shoot them down "i do not have as great leadership qualities as you say i do!" while projecting the image of a humbled and troubled youth





but this is all just conjecture

 I guess? but I doubt it. Pretty sure, I am habitually calling myself a failure, because others call me a failure, and it's to remind how much of a failure I am, even though I know I can get better, it just requires time and action. 

if only you had a goth girlfriend that feigned misanthropy and acknowledged your existence, comforted you as you had a nervous breakdown by regaling you with compliments pertaining to your intelligence / charisma, that would probably help immensely, oh well, it was a nice read nonetheless, thank you

 I'm friends with essentially depressed girls, one of them was a doomer girl that liked me, but I refuse to date them because I see them more like little sisters than anything close to a relationship.

I sometimes think of trying to get a date, but then I figure that I'm too weird and mentally disabled to even bother and that in the end, I'd hurt them or scare them away. 

Son, I'm sorry you turned out this way. But let me make things up to you. Tomorrow, we're going for a drive and I'll get you anything you want from the McDonald's kids menu. Chin up, bucko! 

Chaotik said: 

You don't understand the situation at all, you guys just assume holy shit. 

So you don't whine online because your mom asks you to pass the salt at the dinner table? What part have I not understood?

 Yet, I've went out of my way to help my family many times, even without being asked, and helped others, and have taken responbility for mistakes. 

Sure, that's admirable. But you felt it was necessary to bitch about your mom asking to pass the salt at the dinner table like it's 9/11 all over again.

No, I'm not entitled, in fact one of my main self-crits is I feel I don't do enough, the difference is the work they give me is menial and only given to me because they don't want to deal with it. 

I understand you want to do less menial work. This gets back to what I said previously. Take responsibility out of your own volition, instead of waiting others to tell you what to do. I feel like a broken record here.

All I wish to do is to get away from my family to be able to provide for myself, and make good money, and I'd even be willing if I make enough to live (since it's going to be pretty fucking hard) to pay them back for the things they've done for me.

You thinking you can just throw a few coins their way and be free of any responsibilities is why I say you're entitled. And because you write rants online about your mom asking to pass the salt.

My mom even admitted to me that she didn't make me work that much growing up because in her experience, it fucked up her back, and the only reason why I don't do as much physical labor is because the main person who does it, is my brother who is always taking money, eating all our food, kicking our dogs, and bitching about everything about us, and is in general a huge douche to me.

Your whole life on SC is bitching about your family. Sure, your brother sounds like he has some issues.

Legga? said:

So you don't whine online because your mom asks you to pass the salt at the dinner table?

 I've never bitched about passing the salt at a dinner table wtf? The closest thing to that would me being on the other side of the house, and them yelling for me to go to the kitchen, pour them a glass of soda, then take it to them while they are at the couch watching tv.

My main complaint isn't shit like that. I have no issues with passing salt at a fucking dinner table that is retarded.

My main issue was how I get nitpicked by every single detail, it's not even my own mom I entirely hate, my mom isn't a bad person. It's more so my brother and his dad that set me off. 

My sister just annoys me from being well disabled, and my grandma annoys me by constantly being overdramatic about things, trying to help when I ask her not to, and then it leading to something like her knocking over a trashcan and spilling all the trash on the floor, because she wanted to help even though I said, I would get it.

Or the time she wanted to bake cookies, but she put the cookie dough in the microwave, burnt it and caused the whole house to smell and smoke

Legga? said:

You thinking you can just throw a few coins their way and be free of any responsibilities is why I say you're entitled. And because you make essays online to bitch cause your mom asks to pass the salt.

 It's more so paying them back for all the hospitality and such.

I don't get why you're so focused on passing the salt at a dinner table, I have never mentioned that, that is so fucking small.