anxiety
Sigils and Symbology eh?
Want to explore this further?
So you no longer believe in censorship, instead leaning towards the free marketplace of ideas?
Good for you, you were once such a prude.
I keep falling asleep with
a) candle left burning
b) laptop, computer or phone open and on (and i have mine set to go to screen saver never so by the time i wake up they’re not charged cuz i never fucking plugged them in)
c) Nintendo switch left on and unsaved game
d) Apple Pencil in hand, ear pods in- and when i wake up, both are missing
e) notebook open, or book open i was reading, possibly sketchbook and pencil in hand- so when i wake up, the pages are torn and i trash and crinkle everything and can’t find my pencil (they’re artist pencils so i only have one of each type of pencil and i have to find it)
i spend my mornings looking for one of these items
i also lose my keys, medication, cigarettes, sunglasses, and everything else remotely important or that i use
there has to be a better way to make this stop happening lol but i haven’t figured out a way that will work
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anyways. So yeah i woke up early this morning and had coffee, i felt my usual numb not awake yet self.
My dad called me a retard again per usual.
And then i went back to my room and fell asleep. I was kind of mad at the family dynamic but then i just kinda, meh.
Ya know?
Anyways I’m awake and accidentally slept all day somehow wtf, its 5pm.
I haven’t written down my dream yet... i need to get more coffee.
Why is she doing my morning routine tho
Coffee candles are lit if anyone wants to buy me that one specifically i would love you forever
also I want to try the chamberlain coffee because she said it smells like an aesthetic coffee shop
which 1) i was a barista before the pandemic so like, aw nostalgia
and b) i love working in coffee shops
I’m one of the people who actually studies though i don’t scroll through instagram lol
I’m one of *those* people.
Also this video made me want to buy a cat even though i already have one lets go cat shopping ladies