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blanc stated: source post

 

Prabbe stated: source post

Washed up here I'm opened like plumes around the moon
turning away I stalk any story that will let me see
another spring        Silvery paper thin        I could be honest 
stripped of lessons learned deep in seeds of sticks
 at my head legs back    fists in the face    missing teeth
Lost years     lost home     dirty bread pissed on 
that they forced me to eat     cornered at seven 
my heart beating with terror I knew how much more they could do 
   how little anyone would care
chased    learned to lie   to smile when afraid 
to be silent instead of cry 

to be completely honest I would have to be as full as the moon 
journey I'm on as I gather myself off the floor
   where I fall each time a look strips me 
Let's see if you can bloom next summer     make seeds for another spring
   then we'll speak of 
       honesty 
 

 

Let's see if you can bloom next summer     make seeds for another spring
   then we'll speak of 
       honesty 

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Don’t think that examining and knowing the nature of your mind is just an Eastern trip. That’s a wrong conception. It’s your trip. How can you separate your body, or your self-image, from your mind? It’s impossible. You think you are an independent person, free to travel the world, enjoying everything. Despite what you think, you are not free. I’m not saying that you are under the control of someone else. It’s your own uncontrolled mind, your own attachment, that oppresses you. If you discover how you oppress yourself, your uncontrolled mind will disappear. Knowing your own mind is the solution to all your problems.

Rage...it's clean...almost feels good...but only when unleashed and something destroyed...then the calm. However, it is useless

Where does the rage stem from? Usually....it is blatant stupidity....lol....but of a significant nature not emotional back log of bs....in the moment when it occurs it can be itemized to the point of inception....

So...Misery. What is misery? 

noun

1. a state or feeling of great physical or mental distress or discomfort.

2. a cause or source of great distress or discomfort.

3. a person who is constantly miserable or discontented.

So....when was the last time you felt good about something? 

Focus on that....see where it takes you....read that book.....

you should look for advice from those who were able to work on their issues and got somewhere in life instead. cough

yeah...JimShartage the raging Rotating PD and Pedo of SC ....has a point...lol....if anyone knows about attention whoring...he does...he wrote the fking book on it...and then some...

Here you go blanc, enjoy :)

Rise to the challenge or fall

...if you can't...you're fucked...and you fucked yourself...

I struggle with vulnerability and as a result human connection. 

Not a big surprise is it ?

blanc stated: source post

I struggle with vulnerability and as a result human connection. 

you talk too much about yourself.  

This thread is dedicated to sorting out my issues. If you read the first post, I believe I said something a long the lines of "I am trying something new in one last attempt to sort out my issues." 

I'm not talking about this thread.