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>dat insecure old hag echo chamber

you'll be back to low self esteem tomorrow. I am starting to think you girls are doomed since everytime you find some material on enlightenment / escaping the ego matrix you use it to boost your fragile egos, always running in a circle. Xena is xena but raybn seems to have some traces of empath and thinking out of the box and it's sad to think that she'll never reach her full potential because of this (the ego seems to block alot of mental functions like production of mental imagery without the fear of feeling "weird" "abnormal" for it)

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JimSavage stated: source post

>dat insecure old hag echo chamber

I hope you'll be back to low self esteem tomorrow. I am hoping you girls are doomed 

I can't stand women finding ways to feel good about themselves. Like any broken male who resorts to narcissism as a means of false esteem, I need women to feel as low about themselves as possible because that's the only way I can reject my fear of being overpowered by them. 

To see a woman repairing her damaged self makes me cringe because I hate them. Not more than I hate myself, but I want to. 

That is why I will go out of my way from this point on to try to get back the old Raven who thought so little of herself. I'd rather pull her back down to my level, than try to find a way to pull myself up from mine.

ftfy :)

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Whatever helps you sleep at night and pick up the pieces of your self-image, just know that it's not too late to wake up and gain some food from within

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When you can treat me with respect and as an equal, the same respect I have shown you even after everything you've done, even when you haven't deserved it... I will listen to what you have to teach me. Until then, any attempt you make to sound wise and even slightly concerned about my living up to my potential, will be seen as nothing more than you trying to save face.

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huh,not taking sides or anything but i just find it retarded that you wouldn't pay attention to anything to a person that doesnt respect you,or whatever,dont you think the more logical criteria would be to see if what jim said is more sensible and can be applied to your real life?

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Hmm. Let me see. What can a guy who trashes women all day, is only nice to them as long as they flirt with him, and posts child pornography, teach me, I wonder...

I see your point, TPG. But Jim has only shown evidence of wanting to abuse me in some form or other. If you wish to believe what he's doing right now comes from a place of trying to help me, that's fine. But I've got no reasons to trust Jim's intentions whatsoever. He has to earn it if I'm going to take anything he says into account. And you trying to make me seem like I'm being retarded or illogical, is not going to change that.

 

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I dont really believe he's trying to help you,and I'm not really trying to make you seem retarded l0l,well im not even trying to make it seem like what your saying is retarded i am saying what your saying is retarded.but really you're discounting what he says as incorrect just because you dislike him.and to add to something ive seen that people here are constantly looking for an ulterior motive for someone and try to wrap their heads around their words but really they just spoke their mind and had a hard time believing it and constantly overthought it from every viewpoint which well abuses you in some form or the other i think and serves his purpose.

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You still didn't deny you failing to break from your ego and failing to be aware of your ego patching bullshit and putting on a shallow enlightened act, and also

>I don't trust you therefore what you say is invalid

Kek, I guess no saving for you, don't bother trying to get better.

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I don't dislike Jim. There are great qualities I enjoy, and one is that he's very clever. And he's not trying to help me. He just wants to shame and gaslight me and it's not working. He'll try from every angle because he's not having the affect on me that he wants. 

And you're unintentionally helping him at this point. His aim is to dismiss my reality and make it seem like his is the right reality. Nothing more than that. The work I've been doing with myself is already working and has been for over a year. I've never in my life been so emotionally balanced, and mentally sound. He wants to say that's just an illusion and that I'm still in the same place I was but lying to myself that I'm making progress. If it's working for me, why try to discredit it? And where's his proof that he's found some better way that he's been applying to himself? Even if he has evidence of this better way, why would I abandon what's working for me now to take up some method an abusive man wants me to try?

I've already questioned whether or not I'm lying to myself and just latching on to a new bullshit ideal to elevate myself superficiality. I'm not lying to myself this time. So I don't need you helping to try to put doubt in my mind. 

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im too apathetic and bored 2 continue arguing at this point k0k :c

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