First, I'd like to address Alter on her telling me I'm missing the point... Please don't start talking to me like I'm some clueless retard just because you now know I have aspergers. I pay closer attention to the habits, patterns, and posters of this site than you do even when you are here regularly. I also happen to have an excellent memory, possibly better than yours as well seeing as you seem to have forgotten why you once felt compelled to quit this place as you started to question whether it was healthy for you to indulge in the activities that occur here. That's a pretty profound response to what you now are passing off as not as just good fun for all who come here.
I don't forget these things. Not about others or myself. There are plenty of regular members here who have at one time or other, expressed the same sentiment to me. How this place gets in their head in a bad way, and they question themselves as to why they keep coming back to indulge in activity they feel might be contributing to more aggression and negativity in their real life.
I know the formula here is to play untouchable and as if there's nothing real going on in this place. To act as though the banter and bickering that happens here are just words floating across a screen that affects you no more than a cartoon would... and for a very small percentage, I believe it really is that way. The rest I believe to be full of shit either because they don't like how human that may make them seem, or because they seriously lack introspection, or both.
As for me, I come back here to test my growth and see how far I've come. I know there are others here who do the same, so in response to blanc- you're wrong. There are lots of people who come here to test themselves and grow. It wouldn't hurt you to practice the same. From what little I've seen of you... you could use it big time.
So I'll ask again and maybe someone will be bold enough to go deeper...
Why do you still react to the same people in the same way after a long time if? I'll add a new question as well... Do you think you lack the ability to change?