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Do me please turned out coat~

I barely know you honestly, this was just my guess. We've spoken... twice? Ask me in a month and it might be quite different.

Still, thanks for the corrections.

It was excellent for having had only a couple of conversations. Very spot on with regards to social relationships. The additions made were things that wouldn't have been known without either direct observation (which is rare) or very frequent discussion.

I didn't lose my libido. I think it's a common misconception that interest in having sex with people is tied to sex drive alone. My sex drive is still normal on a physical level. The act of sex itself is no longer interesting to me, and I'm not sure how you regain that once the novelty is gone. Sex with other people is not a necessity. I won't die from the lack of it. It may kill relationships, but I'd rather be honest about what I lack and figure out ways to build lasting intimacy that will sustain, than to start having to fake it, and resent my partner for that eventually.

I have some understanding of this.

Ed can be my voice if he's up for the challenge. I admit I don't hate him I was upset. I do not tend to hate. 

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All that's missing is her confused relationship with dom/sadistic tendencies. She sees beauty in them, but also has shown elements of guilt related to what could become an appetite if fed too much.

Care to elaborate?

i've done two people and no one's done me. :( since litany bitched out when i asked, i'll choose ED and MissC

I made sure to read this several times so that I don't misunderstand you. Can we maybe take this to a different thread so that it feels more separate and less confusing for me? I don't want it to monopolize this particular thread, and I have a feeling that if we begin to dig into this, it inevitability will.

There was a time where you and I were comparing it to fire a while back if I'm recalling it right? We'd have chats about it on the forum that would always be followed by Lycan showing protest (go figure, he'd likely have been the pincushion of such experimentation). You'd claim that you'd go too far, enjoy it too much, while I was still trying to entice the idea with words centered around "potential" or something to that effect. You'd flip between agreeing with him when you found your appetites scarier and agreeing with me when the idea sounded tasty enough to want to try and potentially embrace. 

Your domming if it's anything like it's showcased itself to be on the forum doesn't seem entirely natural (could just be from Pray/Berk being bad choices, or from it not translating as naturally online, both things that make complete sense), but you really could be quite the sadist. You've claimed before that the forum is "bad for you", but I think it's closer to the forum bringing out a side of you that you either may not be as used to dealing with being on the surface or that you simply may not agree with allowing to be a part of yourself. 

I think the part of you that enjoys another's suffering has the means of being something of pure, raw beauty. What I've seen of your nature tells me that you'd find it delectable, but aspects of guilt and perhaps circumstance appeared to be limiting your palate. I've seen many become bored of sex from their appetites not being touched on in a way that they'd prefer or perhaps even need, could this perhaps be another case of that? Kinks need room to breathe sometimes, otherwise the flame will weaken and eventually go out.