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In what way would you lose your control?

Legal ramifications mean nothing. 

Crack is illegal, doesn't stop people from obtaining it.

Any form of aggression relating to her sends me into a rage to say the least. I wouldn't stop attacking him, I could only imagine her being the only person to stop me.

Doesn't help the situation with a military background, now you get an idea of how flawed those goverment, mental health exams are.

I don't need help and a shrink wouldn't make a difference. This is something I have to do on my own.

Are you still ij the military?

Yes.

I'd like to know more about you. What were your parent like? What kind of student were you? Were you obsessive as A child?

Maybe another time.

Soon I hope...

by Systematic

All of that is true. 

It's a cycle I don't see ending anytime soon. I will admit it's pathetic, if I had told myself 3 years ago that I'm still holding this infatuation I would've been enraged and disgusted. I have enough restraint to not contact her, but I'm helpless if see her physically. I've had plenty of attempts trying to break this obsession, none have worked obviously. Doesn't mean I'll stop trying, if this ordeal has taught me anything it's persistence.

Who knows when this thing will finally blow over. 

by Systematic

She would never allow it, she can't stand violence.

 

I'd like to see a competitor step up, but I'm scared I'd lose my control if a scenario like that happened. I don't think I'd stop.

 

by Systematic

Legal ramifications mean nothing. 

 

by Systematic

I don't need help 

... can anyone tell me what is wrong with this picture ???