Message Turncoat in a DM to get moderator attention

Users Online(? lurkers):
Posts: 191
This is in response to the "Computer Analogy" post

Oooooo you were "vulgar with people you didn't hold in high regard". Yeah sounds like you were a real loose cannon back in the day haha

Posts: 283
This is in response to the "Computer Analogy" post

 

by Thrope
Well I find it comical how you liken verbal abuse to torture. You must either be a pretty fragile guy or these bullies did alot worse to you. If so tell me about it I haven't had a good laugh today since reading Thrill Kills cancer thread. There's a difference between impulse control and being a coward. If they brought you to a point where you hated them and you didn't react, It's because you were frightened to. And as if sitting back and taking it wasn't enough you actually went that extra mile on the long road of general patheticness by showing them respect and trying to take their abuse to heart. What would your reaction be if someone walked up and punched you in the face? Would you maintain perfect control over your emotions then? How would you respond? "Thank you sir please may I have another" haha is that about right?

 Torture does have an emotional connotation doesn't it? They belittled my existence, when, being a solipsist, I saw their existence as nothing by comparison; An ant telling me I was nothing.

I keep control under any circumstance, as long as that is viable (I might react loudly at a video game, but that's not an important enough situation to need self-control). I was not frightened to react with violence. I just considered consequences. Eventually I learned to pity them. the thought that they lack that much self-control, that they have to release their anger out on other people to make themselves feel better. I saw THAT as pathetic. They were pissants; not worth my time. Sitting behind emotional biases reduces my ability to see things clearly. The thought of giving them emotional control over me gave me a bad taste in my mouth.

If there were no consequences for my actions, I probably would've killed them brutally, or at least attempted to (I'm a planner, a schemer. I would always plan a murder, but come across too many flaws in my plan or I would see an obvious bad consequence).

If someone were to punch me in the face, in my current condition, I would react only to defend myself. Why give in to my emotions when I can just take it and get them put into jail? If they get close enough to killing me, I could get them into jail even longer for attempted murder.

Every time you, me, or anyone else reacts out of anger or any other emotion, we are giving in to our emotions, furthering the slavery to our genetic past. I prefer progress. Progress through self-control.

Posts: 283
This is in response to the "Computer Analogy" post

Yes, that's another reason why I don't find it worth my time to react to emotions. It's hard to take everything that is irrational seriously, because it just falls apart. So I take irrationality humorously, using rationality. Create a construct around something irrational by describing it as accurately as I can with language; Then destroy it with skepticism. This emulates the "ever-changing world-view" associated with psychopaths, I think. Nothing I say or do or think, is ever serious, nor is it ever certain.

As I said: "Clarity is just a clearer picture of fog, but it is a clearer picture."

Posts: 10218
This is in response to the "Computer Analogy" post

Are you sure?

"In that experimentation, I unlocked the potential for will-full pleasure without external influences. The body is an extension of the mind. When you realize that, you can use it to its full potential."

Sounds similar, but from a different muse.

Posts: 772
This is in response to the "Computer Analogy" post

there is nothing rational about humor

"Clarity is just a clearer picture of fog, but it is a clearer picture."

sounds like a load of bullshit, or in other words, sounds like someone who pretends to have clarity. that quote just means that you can clearly see how unclear you see. and thats ignorance. one level above stupidity, which is good

Posts: 1892
This is in response to the "Computer Analogy" post

I ask this of all the self absorbed who venture here, telling their stories and trying to validate their positions... Are you enjoying all this attention?  

Posts: 191
This is in response to the "Computer Analogy" post

Hey I never said anything about reacted with violence, I was just saying you should've stood up for yourself. Now we've suddenly jumped to "brutally killing them"? Wow for a guy in complete control of his emotions you seem to have alot of pent up aggression in there. I'd suggest buying a punching bag or mabye fucking your girlfriend for once to relieve it. Oh and let me get this straght, If someone attacked you you'd just curl up into a ball and hope they did enough damage for you to get them sent down? Jesus, you are one pathetic waste of human life hahaha.

Posts: 283
This is in response to the "Computer Analogy" post

 

by Turncoat

Are you sure?

"In that experimentation, I unlocked the potential for will-full pleasure without external influences. The body is an extension of the mind. When you realize that, you can use it to its full potential."

Sounds similar, but from a different muse.

 I require no rubbing/twisting of teh nipples.

by Metaerg

there is nothing rational about humor

"Clarity is just a clearer picture of fog, but it is a clearer picture."

sounds like a load of bullshit, or in other words, sounds like someone who pretends to have clarity. that quote just means that you can clearly see how unclear you see. and thats ignorance. one level above stupidity, which is good

 Sounds about right.

by Virus

I ask this of all the self absorbed who venture here, telling their stories and trying to validate their positions... Are you enjoying all this attention?  

 I'm indifferent. I appreciate the feedback and counter-claims, but enjoyment takes a little more dedication.

by Thrope
Hey I never said anything about reacted with violence, I was just saying you should've stood up for yourself. Now we've suddenly jumped to "brutally killing them"? Wow for a guy in complete control of his emotions you seem to have alot of pent up aggression in there. I'd suggest buying a punching bag or mabye fucking your girlfriend for once to relieve it. Oh and let me get this straght, If someone attacked you you'd just curl up into a ball and hope they did enough damage for you to get them sent down? Jesus, you are one pathetic waste of human life hahaha.

 I HAD pent-up aggression. 

The seriousness with which you take all of this is "totes lulz."

Posts: 191
This is in response to the "Computer Analogy" post

Trust me there's not one thing about you that I take seriously.

Posts: 1892
This is in response to the "Computer Analogy" post

Different as in how?  And from who?  If you're not enjoying this, then why start this thread?  I think you try very hard to appear different.  Personally, you appear to be just exactly like MANY who come here claiming to be... Different.  I do like your dedication to all this (there's the dedication for you, just admit you enjoy the attention), and a few of your thoughts are worded so nicely, I can't help but be a little enamored.

This site contains NSFW material. To view and use this site, you must be 18+ years of age.