Ha Ha!!! Oh, Thrope, you beautiful little devil you. BTW, this blacklist thing has me in stitches... And is a huge tell tale:-)
by VirusDifferent as in how? And from who? If you're not enjoying this, then why start this thread? I think you try very hard to appear different. Personally, you appear to be just exactly like MANY who come here claiming to be... Different. I do like your dedication to all this (there's the dedication for you, just admit you enjoy the attention), and a few of your thoughts are worded so nicely, I can't help but be a little enamored.
Indifferent* As in, I have little to no preference. I appreciate the feedback from everyone who's replied here. If anything, it's not your attention I'm after, it's mine. I get a little bit of satisfaction out of looking inside myself. Probably goes with the Solipsism and self-absorption. It's not really your opinion I care about, it's your raw interpretation. I take it and let it fly around in my head for a little while. And thank you, my obsession with language and semantics is starting to show in all of my writings.
I have to tell you... This is perhaps the most narcissistic post I have ever read. I appreciate your honesty and I do believe it is your own attention you seek more than that of others. And please, do continue to put your thoughts to type. It's quite lovely...
by VirusI have to tell you... This is perhaps the most narcissistic post I have ever read. I appreciate your honesty and I do believe it is your own attention you seek more than that of others. And please, do continue to put your thoughts to type. It's quite lovely...
Haha, I may be self-absorbed, but I don't think I'm a narcissist. I obviously have an absurd number of flaws - More than most, I would say. But the self-absorption is my method of removing those flaws. I think transcendence is possible. And I'm on my way. From one idea to the next, from one rationalization to the next, from one navel-contemplation to the next. My shit may stink like everyone else's, but it doesn't quite "stink" like everyone else's, if you know what I mean...
by TheLeviathanI have what psychologists would call, extremely psychopathic/sociopathic tendencies, yes.
That seems far-fetched. Unless you are regularly violent or committing crime often, there is no way your tendencies would be considered extreme.
What, in your opinion, makes you think you have "extremely psychopathic/sociopathic tendencies"?
by TheLeviathanIf there were no consequences for my actions, I probably would've killed them brutally, or at least attempted to (I'm a planner, a schemer. I would always plan a murder, but come across too many flaws in my plan or I would see an obvious bad consequence).
It must be the extreme psychopath in you that makes you so aware of those bad consequences.
Yep, your psychopathy seems legit.
If someone were to punch me in the face, in my current condition, I would react only to defend myself. Why give in to my emotions when I can just take it and get them put into jail? If they get close enough to killing me, I could get them into jail even longer for attempted murder.
Translation: I'll let the law handle them instead, because I am actually a pussy and can't fight for shit.
by TheLeviathanIt's as if I improved upon psychopathy. I have the capability to do anything without remorse, but I can choose not to act on the violent predispositions that come with it.
That doesn't seem like an improvement at all. It's the same as every other psychopath. I too have the capability to do anything without remorse and have done so. And I too can choose to not act on my violent urges.
Gosh, I must be extreme like you...