Would you drop the fucking Spock act already. "I wanted to kill them in blood-lusted hatred." These are your exact words. Clearly you were deeply affected by the abuse but were to weak and pathetic to do anything about it. Why is that? You clearly see yourself as some highly advanced, purely intellectual being who's risen above his primal disires but truth is you're just an oddball who's probably going to die a hopeless virgin. Nobody acts this way in real life.
Your attempt at insulting me is comical. I used to act out on anger and everything else impulsively, much like you just did. But I decided it wasn't a progressive way to live.
That hatred was an emotion that I felt. But after rationalizing the situation, I found it best to take the torture and criticism in a positive light.
How could you possibly think that impulsive behavior is a viable way to live? Are you so miserable with your lack of self-control that you need to project it onto others out of jealousy? Or are you just another sociopath trying to get a reaction out of me for some strange sense of pleasure?
I have nothing against emotions. I have a problem with basing decisions off of them. Animals, and primitive human animals tend to do just this. It is my goal, to reverse this tendency in myself. I see clarity in rationality. Clarity is just a clearer picture of fog, but it is a clearer picture.
by TheLeviathanYour attempt at insulting me is comical. I used to act out on anger and everything else impulsively, much like you just did. But I decided it wasn't a progressive way to live.
That hatred was an emotion that I felt. But after rationalizing the situation, I found it best to take the torture and criticism in a positive light.
when did you act out on anger and everything impulsively?
by thesugargirl
by TheLeviathanYour attempt at insulting me is comical. I used to act out on anger and everything else impulsively, much like you just did. But I decided it wasn't a progressive way to live.
That hatred was an emotion that I felt. But after rationalizing the situation, I found it best to take the torture and criticism in a positive light.
when did you act out on anger and everything impulsively?
Back in my early teen years and younger. This was when my impulsive tendencies hadn't been conditioned out by constant criticism (and my effectual learning/understanding). I completely disregarded life and others' feelings in those times. I was blatantly cold and vulgar with everyone I didn't specifically hold in high regard. If they pissed me off, I let them know it, regardless of the consequences.
the only clarity in emotionless existence is nothingness. have some fun, put a smile on that face
can you tell me what is this clearer picture you see?
Well I find it comical how you liken verbal abuse to torture. You must either be a pretty fragile guy or these bullies did alot worse to you. If so tell me about it I haven't had a good laugh today since reading Thrill Kills cancer thread.
There's a difference between impulse control and being a coward. If they brought you to a point where you hated them and you didn't react, It's because you were frightened to. And as if sitting back and taking it wasn't enough you actually went that extra mile on the long road of general patheticness by showing them respect and trying to take their abuse to heart. What would your reaction be if someone walked up and punched you in the face? Would you maintain perfect control over your emotions then? How would you respond? "Thank you sir please may I have another" haha is that about right?