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Yes, over my lifetime I have tried to commit suicide. I can tell you this, although it's been years, the last time was not about depression. It was about simply being tired, tired of it all.  Fighting rage and always having to hide or pretend is exhausting.  I got to the point where I just did not have the energy to continue the charade and wanted out.

by Pink01

I believe that. Keep on pretending you actually love yourself Demon

We're all buying it

You don't have to buy it. You can believe what you want.

We're not all as weak as you, Pink.

by Questioning_Life

Yes, over my lifetime I have tried to commit suicide. I can tell you this, although it's been years, the last time was not about depression. It was about simply being tired, tired of it all.  Fighting rage and always having to hide or pretend is exhausting.  I got to the point where I just did not have the energy to continue charade and wanted out.

 I'm glad you're still hanging in there because you're my favorite alien! :-) <3

by Thrill Kill

 

by Pink01

I believe that. Keep on pretending you actually love yourself Demon

We're all buying it

You don't have to buy it. You can believe what you want.

We're not all as weak as you, Pink.

Good because I don't...

If I'm weak so be it. I'll freely admit that. I barely remember my attempt(s) and I'm still here. I no longer struggle with depression (I know you don't care - however I do)

IMO the only weak thing here at the moment is the charade you're putting up here and have been putting up on several forums for years. You can't even accept yourself. You have to bullshit every waking moment and probably do in your dreams too. Do you really hate yourself that much? That you have to put the image of strong when you're weak as all hell?

I got over my illness that was causing me suicide issues. How about you? No, you're very sick and very delusional. 

If I'm weak. You are weak.

by Turncoat

I personally don't like reading the last page of a book without reading all the pages before it. Suicide to me strikes me as not just skipping to the last page of my own story, but outright vandalizing the book itself by ripping out it's pages.

Yes...Curiosity as to how it all unfolds keeps me around.

Sometimes suicide is a comforting back up plan to have when undertaking some huge change in life. Usually things work out when I have a back up plan.

Well now, darlin', don't you bite well...

As I said, believe what you want. It doesn't matter how honest I am. You're just going to think I'm full of shit anyway, so who cares.

"Believe what you want, you can't prove that I'm not a badass middle aged mother."

by Thrill Kill

Well now, darlin', don't you bite well...

As I said, believe what you want. It doesn't matter how honest I am. You're just going to think I'm full of shit anyway, so who cares.

That's the dead horse I wanna see.

Cheer up luv! You're doing good.

by Pink01

Being deaf was honestly pretty peaceful. I remember when I woke up I felt so weird, so I scratched my fingers against wall and I was deaf. I shrugged and got dressed for the bus lol. If somethings going to go wrong with me I hope I go deaf.

 Hahaha, you're twisted, maybe in a good way. ;) 

Yeah I'm real twisted for that one!