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I am destroying this girl who saved my life while battling my self.

 Would that inquiry be because his word patterns have altered, per chance?

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I am destroying this girl who saved my life while battling my self.

Something is off.

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I am destroying this girl who saved my life while battling my self.

Professional help? I'm the closest thing to anything helpful for my mental health. What little "help" I've had had no idea what they were doing.

I don't take meds, and have no history beyond experimentation. I just use Zinc suppliments, mostly because I can't stand most foods with Zinc in it. It's crazy what a deficiency in your diet can do to some people.

As for things happening to me, I guess my fiance left me a few weeks ago. I went through a week or two of drinking and smoking every day to prevent myself from lashing at her about it.

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I have no idea how you deal with your demons without meds.  I guess drinking works.  Are you done with your binge?

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It's been done for a week or so, and I didn't really drink beyond tipsy. I wanted to take the edge off, not be blubbering or tweaking.

I knew a lot of people given meds at different points in their life. The withdrawal, tollerance building, and side effects looked worse than my own problems.

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 :The withdrawal, tollerance building, and side effects looked worse than my own problems."

 

Pretty dam accurate turncoat.

 

They can be fucking awful.

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Very admirable.  I agree meds offer slight if any advantage... but occasionally they do help.

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  Alter that is easy. Yes of course he is an asshole. I'm sure he knows it too. From what I've seen you have a lot of insight. I was hoping you could see and say something I couldn't. I'm concerned for he girl. He says he wants to stop, but the impulse is strong. I've overcome a lot of my bad impulses. They are under control these days, but I have no idea how to direct someone like him. 

The obvious.


1. You sir are a dick
2. You should leave her alone


He's asking how to leave her alone. I really feel like he's a danger to her. I don't give a fuck what happens to him. He will up dead or in jail soon if he can't contain himself. But right now there is a pressure building in him. Something that he has nearly zero control over. She seems to be the Target of that build up. There are several people her that might have an idea what the hell he can do to stop himself.

Honestly my first though was "For the better of everyone involved you need to put a gun in your mouth and pull the trigger." That's not going to happen.

There are some bright people here. Mostly dicks, but also smart and they have seen and done this kind of crap. I'm at a loss. I sense this isn't going to end well.

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Sociopath or not, his girl could benefit from reading M.E.'s post re: How to breakup with a sociopath.  He's addicted to her responses to him - they're extreme. I'm currently trying to master "being boring", not as easy as one would think. Anyway, how we get her to read it? No fucking clue. 

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so you are suggesting I kurt cobain my self? lol ok, this all has been really interesting, but I am meeting her for lunch today, I will convince her to fall back in love with me, I will convince her that I have changed, and we will fuck, and I'll let you guys know what happens from here on out.

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