Okay Tc it probably won't even make you happy long term. You'll just feel empty. Stop using my correct view of reality to undermine the truth. I don't like trans before and after being a Christian. You know why? Because when I was little I thought I wanted to be a man. I thought the "grass was greener on the other side". I keep hearing that men are treated better than women, that it's a "man's world". In some dreams I'm a man and some I'm a woman.
Then I realized... I don't identify with any gender. This is just a body and I'm a soul. This is like a car model that God gave me for a good reason. If it gets me from point A to point B it's good. Bodies are just temples and you are the soul inside.
The way you feel... You are a soul inside of a body. You'll never really associate with it. Because you're an eternal being meant to be in the image of God.
Ahaha...... Lol. Ha. Ha. Ha.
Feathers, you're so... Amazing. It's incredible, really. I just can't get enough of your posts. Carry on like I didn't reply at all. But really feel I could fall in love with you if I didn't logically understand the problems with total nutjobs. You're even more fun than Alice.
Nah, I saw it coming from earlier chats. You see a novelty in it, but it doesn't ring with you beyond that.
Well, first I'd like to apologize for my earlier post. One of my old friends died recently and I've taken to depression medicine + alcohol, and it takes to make me terribly selfish and inconsiderate. Last night my old friend's wife was blaming me for his death and wanted to kill me with a potato peeler. It's enough to make anyone OD on drugs to kill your thoughts.
Why not? There's other trans people who pass, and even if I don't enough that'd just be my next learning curve.
What makes my staying a male so essential? What would it even accomplish? Even if it ends up a mistake somehow, what is the real consequence of it? I could still produce offspring thanks to modern methods, so what's the issue really?
A traque-shave and changing out my penis would solve most of it honestly once estrogen is a factor.
I feel like my not trying this is the same as trying and failing, as either way I'd be displeased with my form, but what is the problem with being in that form while I am displeased with it?
What does it take to "look like a woman" to you?
Have you seen what some women look like? "Passing as a woman" is something that in the Hollywood sense scares me, but the more I see of people, the more that I figure I could pass.
Even not dressing the part, I've been called "ma'am" when they hadn't heard me speak. It doesn't take much to pass as long as you actually know what needs to be addressed, but being a trap feels like roleplaying.
Ok I'm willing to change my opinion, and I know you're much better educated on this subject than I am, and have looked into this with care. My opinion is very ignorant in many ways and I'm willing to admit that. I'd be more than happy to plug in the holes in my knowledge.
My question to you is: Do you have good examples of people who have access to similar services as you do who've successfully transitioned into women (meaning that you really can't tell they're male)? Can you send a few pictures via private chat?
My point was that men who've gone through puberty have experienced several changes in their body which they won't be able to reverse by pumping up their body with estrogen. But perhaps that point is just incorrect.
I also want to say that the US is incredibly sensitive about being politically correct. It's hard to get genuine opinions. If a trans person wants me to call them a she, I will obviously do that. Because that's the correct thing to do and I'm not a piece of trash. But also if I don't, I get lynched in most places. That's why I say it's hard to get genuine opinions.
