did u know someone who killed themselves tony?
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Spatial has been trying his hardest to be a bad boy since I made fun of him for being a nice guy whiteknight for CS.
You've gone too far on the opposite side bro. Girls dont like uber psychopaths either. At least not obvious ones.
2:48Spatial Mind The guy was sticking his dick in an infants mouth, it was so fucking disturbing
Spatial has been trying his hardest to be a bad boy since I made fun of him for being a nice guy whiteknight for CS.
You've gone too far on the opposite side bro. Girls dont like uber psychopaths either. At least not obvious ones.
Oh look at you, trying to kiss it all better with make belief.
Yes I'm sure you'd make a fine choice for those you adore most Jimmy.
Also, it's no secret that you're an enabler of negative energies, Nate.
Do you not see how people are liable to react to being rebuked when they're going through a sensitive time? Being called weak for instance when they are already mid-insulting themselves isn't really how things get fixed.
Sympathy is understanding, not enabling.
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Also, it's no secret that you're an enabler of negative energies, Nate.
Do you not see how people are liable to react to being rebuked when they're going through a sensitive time? Being called weak for instance when they are already mid-insulting themselves isn't really how things get fixed.
Sympathy is understanding, not enabling.
So while Lena is clearly annoyed, you're all, but look what they said about you here here and here.
And you call that sympathy Nate ?
Also, it's no secret that you're an enabler of negative energies, Nate.
Do you not see how people are liable to react to being rebuked when they're going through a sensitive time? Being called weak for instance when they are already mid-insulting themselves isn't really how things get fixed.
Sympathy is understanding, not enabling.So while Lena is clearly annoyed, you're all, but look what they said about you here here and here.
And you call that sympathy Nate ?
What's wrong with linking to how people responded to her in this case?
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The only reason I'd ever chose to kill myself is out of boredom, but even then, I highly doubt such a case would happen, because if it truly got that boring, I'd just do somethings I don't do out of my code.
Back in the end of September, a girl I grew up with for part of my life, (she moved elsewhere for a few years) killed herself. She had a baby, growing up she lost her mom, and her biological dad was crazy. So, she had always a rough life.
During my senior year with her, I had a crush on her, and I checked on her, when she got pregnant, I told her if she ever needs help with anything, I'd try to be there for her. She would thank me, I helped her with homework in our web design 2 class. She was a sweet girl. Though, around that time, I was also pretty unstable, and so I shifted into the person I am now. Stopped messaging her and checking on her, and forgot she even existed. Upon hearing the news of her suicide, I thought I'd feel something, but nope. I went to go see her corpse on display in the funeral home, thinking maybe something would show up. Nope, then I moved on with life after that.
I can understand the reasons why someone might kill themselves, but I don't feel anything towards it. It doesn't bother me much. I mean, the friends that vent to me about their suicidal tendencies. I help them, of course. Though my advice isn't genuine, it's literally just me using words that other people would've said.
I admit to an extent, I do enjoy the pain of others. I sometimes smile and laugh when I read the texts of venting, though I don't see myself hurting them, even if I have the power to fuck them over. I just got more important things, and it's not like things are not going to go to hell anyway. climate change. So, whatever path they take, they tell me their aspirations, I act like I care, knowing that even though I've helped them for now, once instability comes, they will crumble. I can have a laugh with them, and have fun with them, I guess that's the only reason why I bother, otherwise I'd leave them to go find someone else.
For some reason, a lot of people have vented to me, in my friend group they always came to me. I mean, I used to be able to feel what they felt, I don't remember what it was like, but I know I used to. That's not to say I'm completely devoid, I just have a limited very blunted range of emotions. At least, upon my own speculation. Turncoat could be correct in that I display more emotions than I think I am.
Does it look like I'm breaking down right now? I don't think so. just Lena's suicide attempt reminded me of all this.
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The merry-go-round
lol not this time.
I guess you've said more than enough already.
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The merry-go-round
lol not this time.
I guess you've said more than enough already.
I told you long ago, you have to be at a higher level to rumble with me.
Like we don't put a Grade 1 into Universities for the same reason. There's no time to teach them separately from the rest of the class.