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Spatial Mind said: 

Turncoat said: 

Spatial Mind said: 

The merry-go-round

lol not this time.

I guess you've said more than enough already. 

 I told you long ago, you have to be at a higher level to rumble with me.

Like we don't put a Grade 1 into Universities for the same reason. There's no time to teach them separately from the rest of the class.

If that's how you can tell yourself you won something I wouldn't even call a battle. 

I'm more focused on mortality and sympathy here than "victory". Some sort of winning here is a very childish way of looking at this. 

Good said:

Jeez Meta I didn't know you had such a problem with suicidal sympathies. 

Or do you figure I'm being inauthentic or something? 

Sintetika said: 

Back in the end of September, a girl I grew up with for part of my life, (she moved elsewhere for a few years) killed herself. She had a baby, growing up she lost her mom, and her biological dad was crazy. So, she had always a rough life.

During my senior year with her, I had a crush on her, and I checked on her, when she got pregnant, I told her if she ever needs help with anything, I'd try to be there for her. She would thank me, I helped her with homework in our web design 2 class. She was a sweet girl. Though, around that time, I was also pretty unstable, and so I shifted into the person I am now. Stopped messaging her and checking on her, and forgot she even existed. Upon hearing the news of her suicide, I thought I'd feel something, but nope. I went to go see her corpse on display in the funeral home, thinking maybe something would show up. Nope, then I moved on with life after that. 

I can understand the reasons why someone might kill themselves, but I don't feel anything towards it. It doesn't bother me much. 

 You mention this girl and your seemingly absent feelings to her suicide frequently. Perhaps although you didn't feel an intense pang of sorrow upon the news of her death or of seeing her body, you may have been affected on a deeper emotional level you haven't noticed yet.

Everyone deals with death at a different pace. You said she commit suicide in September. One day, after a longer processing period, you may look back and identify the effect her death had on you.

Turncoat said: 

Good said:

Jeez Meta I didn't know you had such a problem with suicidal sympathies. 

Or do you figure I'm being inauthentic or something?

Yes, I do figure so

depression's a bitch... 

Good said: 

Turncoat said: 

Good said:

Jeez Meta I didn't know you had such a problem with suicidal sympathies. 

Or do you figure I'm being inauthentic or something?

Yes, I do figure so

Suicide is a bigger subject than most things, I don't really joke about it in the same fashion. 

It's one of the darker more serious things a person can face about themselves, and people shitting on them for being in pain and cussing them out when it doesn't fix it is poor strategy. 

Turncoat said: 

Good said: 

Turncoat said: 

Good said:

Jeez Meta I didn't know you had such a problem with suicidal sympathies. 

Or do you figure I'm being inauthentic or something?

Yes, I do figure so

Suicide is a bigger subject than most things, I don't really joke about it in the same fashion. 

It's one of the darker more serious things a person can face about themselves, and people shitting on them for being in pain and cussing them out when it doesn't fix it is poor strategy.

Yeah, but this didnt change my mind.

Good said: 

Turncoat said: 

Good said: 

Turncoat said: 

Good said:

Jeez Meta I didn't know you had such a problem with suicidal sympathies. 

Or do you figure I'm being inauthentic or something?

Yes, I do figure so

Suicide is a bigger subject than most things, I don't really joke about it in the same fashion. 

It's one of the darker more serious things a person can face about themselves, and people shitting on them for being in pain and cussing them out when it doesn't fix it is poor strategy.

Yeah, but this didnt change my mind.

Change your mind about which in particular? 

about what I figured so, context plz

even if you care so much and shit, i still think ur mostly hating on spatial just to be an ass and try to make him out a villain. You show what seems like fake outrage and you didnt have the same issues with meds topic about it.

its annoying

Good said: 

about what I figured so, context plz

I was asking what about your thoughts didn't change during this topic..?

even if you care so much and shit, i still think ur mostly hating on spatial just to be an ass and try to make him out a villain.

So you're just going to ignore when I was hating on other people over similar criteria? 

Can someone not hate on someone for who they are, and find themselves hating on some more than others as a result? I don't see much about the guy that's worth defending honestly, and with more time he just digs the hole deeper. 

You show what seems like fake outrage and you didnt have the same issues with meds topic about it.

its annoying

It's not fake, this is one of the deeper subjects life has to offer, and it shouldn't be trivialized unless in the form of dark humor or something. 

It's only when someone was otherwise shitting on a suicidal person before being suicidal themselves that I'm more like "good riddance", otherwise it's in an entirely different ballpark.