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Hi, I'm not dead.


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Unfortunately I'm still alive. For those of you that reached out and I haven't yet answered pms/dms- thank you for reaching out, that was kind. 

For Delora that felt it was necessary to capitalize on my suicide attempt as a way to get attention by any means possible: stay fucked but I'm glad you were able to finally find your ovaries and say what's really been on your mind. 

For Bo that brought up I was a homewrecker: I was in a relationship with a man that had separated from his wife and lived in different houses. He had weekend custody and he and I got together for a short while and his wife and I were friendly with each other even while the documents were being prepared for the divorce. It was amicable. 

The only marriages I wrecked were ones where the husband was blatantly cheating on his wife and I brought attention to it and the time my best friends husband tried to get me into bed. Alas i do not think these qualify as actual homewrecking. It seems like your wife enjoys lying to you and is an attempted relationship wrecker herself having had attempted to wreck Xadems' and Scarletts relationship by sending him nudes.

I've largely been suicidal for most of my life, I'm not sure where this idea that I wasn't is coming from. I don't think I'll be participating as much as I'm trying to work on my own debilitating mental health.

So, sorry for worrying those of you that cared. I know what I did was selfish and I'm sorry for having a dramatic exit.

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1 votes RE: Hi, I'm not dead.

I love you poodle, you saved me from suicide in 2013 during my worst BPD moments with ur love and cuteness.

Im available in PM if you need to talk.

2:48Spatial Mind The guy was sticking his dick in an infants mouth, it was so fucking disturbing
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0 votes RE: Hi, I'm not dead.

What have you read so far from your absence? 

Edit: Your topic was all the way back at page 8. It's dramatic times that really show what page people are on. 

Ę̵̚x̸͎̾i̴͚̽s̵̻͐t̷͐ͅe̷̯͠n̴̤̚t̵̻̅i̵͉̿a̴̮͊l̵͍̂ ̴̹̕D̵̤̀e̸͓͂t̵̢͂e̴͕̓c̸̗̄t̴̗̿ï̶̪v̷̲̍é̵͔
last edit on 11/2/2019 7:39:53 PM
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0 votes RE: Hi, I'm not dead.

Here's Blanc bragging about how she could track you down.

Here's Med trying to copy you (Turq also had a stint of it). 

Here's Delora's Contribution: 
Ding Dong The Witch Is Dead
The real reason I'm suicidal
In Memory of Lena
I'm storing Lena I'm my freezer to make hamburgers out of
Sugar needs to find Lena's dead ass cheeks so-
Lena all be back you'll see you'll all see
A song for alena

You've otherwise received mixed sentiments, ranging from sympathy of varying degrees of authenticity to "why are we supposed to care?" edgelording to people like Spatial saying it's shameful before comparing you to the likes of Sinister. 

Ę̵̚x̸͎̾i̴͚̽s̵̻͐t̷͐ͅe̷̯͠n̴̤̚t̵̻̅i̵͉̿a̴̮͊l̵͍̂ ̴̹̕D̵̤̀e̸͓͂t̵̢͂e̴͕̓c̸̗̄t̴̗̿ï̶̪v̷̲̍é̵͔
last edit on 11/2/2019 8:03:43 PM
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2 votes RE: Hi, I'm not dead.

TC is a tool

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-1 votes RE: Hi, I'm not dead.

TC is a tool

I can't help that I have sympathy for this subject. 

Ę̵̚x̸͎̾i̴͚̽s̵̻͐t̷͐ͅe̷̯͠n̴̤̚t̵̻̅i̵͉̿a̴̮͊l̵͍̂ ̴̹̕D̵̤̀e̸͓͂t̵̢͂e̴͕̓c̸̗̄t̴̗̿ï̶̪v̷̲̍é̵͔
Posts: 148
0 votes RE: Hi, I'm not dead.

I love you poodle, you saved me from suicide in 2013 during my worst BPD moments with ur love and cuteness.

Im available in PM if you need to talk.

 Thanks, I'll keep it in mind. For right now I mostly want to work on it myself.

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1 votes RE: Hi, I'm not dead.

"why are we supposed to care?" edgelording

 I feel attacked.

The fake is of far greater value. In its deliberate attempt to be real, it’s more real than the real thing.
Posts: 148
0 votes RE: Hi, I'm not dead.

What have you read so far from your absence? 

Edit: Your topic was all the way back at page 8. It's dramatic times that really show what page people are on. 

 Not a lot. I don't really expect sympathy from med so it's not surprising she felt happy I wasn't going to be around since I wasn't supportive of her fantasies.

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1 votes RE: Hi, I'm not dead.

"why are we supposed to care?" edgelording

 I feel attacked.

 If that was you, then it rings honest and I can appreciate that.

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