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Whorechata said: 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

and TC if we are going by yours, it would be Crow so, thats provable, and by those measures youre straight, but ive seen you flirt with both sexes. what would you say your sexual identity/orientation is TC?

Heteroflexible going on Homoflexible. 

Still in the body of a man, so I'm technically less homosexual than I could be. 

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I have seen Blanc talk at length about female body parts, but she doesn't seem to flirt at women as readily on here. 

I just figured she found them too intimidating. 

 The women here softcrush sugared peach drops, what do you mean intimidating

It's Blanc, she probably finds more genuine attraction scarier, based on her narratives. 

Turncoat said: 

Whorechata said: 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

and TC if we are going by yours, it would be Crow so, thats provable, and by those measures youre straight, but ive seen you flirt with both sexes. what would you say your sexual identity/orientation is TC?

Heteroflexible going on Homoflexible. 

Still in the body of a man, so I'm technically less homosexual than I could be. 

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I have seen Blanc talk at length about female body parts, but she doesn't seem to flirt at women as readily on here. 

I just figured she found them too intimidating. 

 The women here softcrush sugared peach drops, what do you mean intimidating

It's Blanc, she probably finds more genuine attraction scarier, based on her narratives. 

 According to her all her female relationships have cheating and treating each other like shit in common so I'm going to say she likes people that treat her like shit and so that's why we have: Leo, Tryp and ephy so far that I know. These are the people we ourselves can prove.

She should have been hitting on some of the more hostile women back on s-c but oddly enough wasn't 

Whorechata said: 

Turncoat said: 

Whorechata said: 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

and TC if we are going by yours, it would be Crow so, thats provable, and by those measures youre straight, but ive seen you flirt with both sexes. what would you say your sexual identity/orientation is TC?

Heteroflexible going on Homoflexible. 

Still in the body of a man, so I'm technically less homosexual than I could be. 

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I have seen Blanc talk at length about female body parts, but she doesn't seem to flirt at women as readily on here. 

I just figured she found them too intimidating. 

 The women here softcrush sugared peach drops, what do you mean intimidating

It's Blanc, she probably finds more genuine attraction scarier, based on her narratives. 

According to her all her female relationships have cheating and treating each other like shit in common so I'm going to say she likes people that treat her like shit and so that's why we have: Leo, Tryp and ephy so far that I know. These are the people we ourselves can prove.

...she liked me, and I don't treat her like shit. 

It's more likely that these people let her say her deeper inner narratives without interrupting her 1-on-1, and that caused some sort of imprinting from how much she desires that freedom of speech without corrections. 

Once they start correcting her the problems start. 

She should have been hitting on some of the more hostile women back on s-c but oddly enough wasn't 

If she's more attracted to women, their display of it might be more overstimulating for her. 

Think of the classic male incels that can't even properly talk to women, now figure that on Blanc over her issues. There's likely even social pressures reinforced to the very gesture of trying to go for them, while going for men can help her reinforce through self-validation why she ought not to. 

Whorechata said: 

Blanc said: 

Whorechata said: 

Blanc said: 

Whorechata said: 

Blanc said: 

Whorechata said: 

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Whorechata said: 

Blanc said: 

 Why you share a screenshot of me talkign to Jim about how he can be gettign laid in miami? lol 

 Because you crave male attention and attack females when you feel they are taking it from you

 wtf lol i wasn't attacking anyone i was telling jim advice on how he can get laid in miami that's it.... chill holy shit. 

 

ya'll are just straight up seeing shit that aint there god damn

 I believe you were doing this on discord too

 well you're misunderstanding me,.. that wasn't what i was doing 

 Yes it was lol

 no, it wasn't. 

 Did you miss the part where you said I don't have a mind of my own and act submissive on purpose thinking it makes me look cute and desirable to men?

 It's ok if I'm wrong, it was just a perception. 

 Where do you think that came from? 

 I’ve seen a lot of girls do it before and you reminded me of them

Aubrieta and Lena, I knew you were going to go for that point next. The fact that I’ve gotten mad and told you to stop talking to ephy or tryp in the past. It’s because neither of them are as responsive in private, or would give me the time of day. I knew I had limited time to talk to them, and I felt like people were getting in the way. 

There was a particular thing I wanted to discuss with them at the time. I had a perrogative of helping tryp, and I wasn’t able to do that because he wouldn’t talk to me unless in public. 

Blanc said: 

Aubrieta and Lena, I knew you were going to go for that point next. The fact that I’ve gotten mad and told you to stop talking to ephy or tryp in the past. It’s because neither of them are as responsive in private, or would give me the time of day. I knew I had limited time to talk to them, and I felt like people were getting in the way. 

So wait, you're more entitled to their time than they are, so you'll bitch at them possessively for stealing "your" time with them? 

There was a particular thing I wanted to discuss with them at the time. I had a perrogative of helping tryp, and I wasn’t able to do that because he wouldn’t talk to me unless in public. 

That's not their problem. 

Whorechata said: 

Turncoat said: 

Whorechata said: 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

and TC if we are going by yours, it would be Crow so, thats provable, and by those measures youre straight, but ive seen you flirt with both sexes. what would you say your sexual identity/orientation is TC?

Heteroflexible going on Homoflexible. 

Still in the body of a man, so I'm technically less homosexual than I could be. 

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I have seen Blanc talk at length about female body parts, but she doesn't seem to flirt at women as readily on here. 

I just figured she found them too intimidating. 

 The women here softcrush sugared peach drops, what do you mean intimidating

It's Blanc, she probably finds more genuine attraction scarier, based on her narratives. 

 According to her all her female relationships have cheating and treating each other like shit in common so I'm going to say she likes people that treat her like shit and so that's why we have: Leo, Tryp and ephy so far that I know. These are the people we ourselves can prove.

She should have been hitting on some of the more hostile women back on s-c but oddly enough wasn't 

 that's really true. she did a poor attempt at pretending me berating her was a turn on but then autistically screamed at me IM AWAAAAAARE so she wasn't having too much fun in reality

Turncoat said: 

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aubrieta said: 

blanc is a FAKE everything including being a fake lesbian. she lies compulsively all the time about literally anything and makes up stories that never happened constantly

and im triggered by this because although a lot of us here are attention whores, most of us are pretty true to ourselves and represent ourselves in an authentic light. and I respect that, but blanc doesnt do that. she lies and exaggerates about every single aspect of her life and I get this fake vibe from her constantly and its annoying me why cant you just be real ever dude 

 The whole reason I enjoyed being here and stayed here is so I could have a place where I could be my authentic self, and talk about things that aren't socially acceptable to talk about. I'm not making up anything about my life and I place an immense value on being genuine and honest, and only seek to do so as best as I can.

I see you as being honest within the capacity of saying that you believe your own words anyway. 

I was up in the air about my sexuality at one point and you're judging me for that, misjudging rather. And, then labeling me with something that is false. Simply because I was fucking confused. 

Where do you figure this confusion stems from? 

I know a fair number of gay people, they don't talk about it this often. 

It comes from people telling me from a young age that my sexuality was wrong or broken and that in order to be normal or fixed I had to be straight. 

But that's like what, a decade and a half ago or something? 

It’s in my present too.

Do you have any gay friends, or ever attend any pride parades? The spectrum of coping with past damages is pretty vast, and many have moved on since it's become otherwise largely accepted both legally and culturally. 

Yes I have gay friends and I attend pride parades and other events and organizations etc. 

And also being told that I wold grow out of it and it's just a phase, confusion, or misunderstanding. And also that I was sexually "just a late bloomer." 

I've heard every rationalization in the book about my sexuality, it starts to wear on you. 

I'm starting to feel like your connection to attraction itself is blurry and confusing. 

My own connection to my own identity was blurry and confusing and I’m only just starting to make sense of it now in therapy. I’ve divulged on this quite extensively in my journal thread. Obviously sexuality is just a part of identity, and if you don’t even know who you are or you are second guessing it all the time, genuinely. How could you know for certain you were in fact *just* gay. 

But I’m coming to understand myself and my sense of identity is getting much stronger as I sort out and understand why I became so fractured mentally in the area of identity in the first place and the reason I had a desire to pose myself as someone I wasn’t in the first place. It was a protection mechanism. There is an external self and an internal self, and obviously only the internal self is genuine. But people see the actions of the external self, without understanding the experiences and feelings of the internal genuine self, and how it reflects on and feels about the actions of the external self. 

That’s why I’m trying to say, I’ve become more solid. Whole. Grounded. This is the nature of trauma, you lose touch with sense of identity, it’s common in c-ptsd which is one of my diagnosis. But I’ve been working on it. I know, that I know. That I know. That I’m gay. 

It’s taken me a long, long time to fully come to terms with and accept that. There were phases, and as I passed through each one I became more and more certain and more out of the closet with my own self. If that makes sense. 

"That's not real love" etc... I thought if I could just experience it for myself then maybe I could in fact not be gay. 

But it just didn't work. I can't, do it. 

What has you hitting on the men here more than the women though? 

I don’t, I’ve flirted with women just for some reason people aren’t taking note of it. -.- 

Blanc said: 

Aubrieta and Lena, I knew you were going to go for that point next. The fact that I’ve gotten mad and told you to stop talking to ephy or tryp in the past. It’s because neither of them are as responsive in private, or would give me the time of day. I knew I had limited time to talk to them, and I felt like people were getting in the way. 

 

There was a particular thing I wanted to discuss with them at the time. I had a perrogative of helping tryp, and I wasn’t able to do that because he wouldn’t talk to me unless in public. 

 but u never do the same with girls, so we see this raw desperate attachment u have for guys and how u crave their attention to the point that u can't help being clingy and repulsive, and then for girls it just doesn't exist, which implies that u aren't attracted to girls at all. that together with the fact that all of your 'lesbian ex gf' stories sound like some cringey shit u took from a teen flick brings us to the unavoidable conclusion that ur a fake dyke who pretends for attention.

Turncoat said: 

Blanc said: 

Whorechata said: 

Blanc is bisexual and gets jealous if the males start giving another female more attention than she is receiving. 

The End

 i'm not bisexual, and i care about tryp as a friend. We had a connection and I mistook admiration for attraction. But I'm still fucking gay. 

The End. 

That dude's got you harnessed like a proper yo-yo. He can make you cry in VC and otherwise treat you like trash and you'll always go back to him. 

 If you take out the fucking sexual component you will understand my relationship with him. Stop looking at it is as sex just because I have a vagina and he has a dick this is ridiculous. 

I see him as a friend, and I care about him as one. I had my own agenda in trying to help him. You just don’t see it. But that’s why I’ve been fairly consistent in talking with him and being patient with his remarks. Firm, but patient. I make it clear that talking to me in such a way isn’t okay and I’ll never tolerate it. That it should be that way, that he shouldn’t be that way etc. 

You don’t see the larger agenda but, I’m helping him realize things. For himself. That will help him get onto a path of recovery. This is why I talk to him, this is why I’m patient. 

I know I’m one of the only people that can help him or reach him. I understand why he is the way he is. Why he says the things he says. And I know he doesn’t really mean them. I know who he is beneath the layer of “tough guy” act he puts on a show for everyone. You don’t know but he genuinely has, an underneath self. 

And that’s the one that is so sick and needs help. That’s how I look at it, he’s really sick mentally right now and needs the help. You don’t realize how bad the health conditions are either. He genuinely will die from this.

I like to help people who seem to be calling out for it. I’ve helped a lot of people here, tryp isn’t the only one. It just goes on behind closed doors so you guys don’t know about it as much. Tryp only likes to talk in public, lately. So that’s why you see all of it. 

And I’ve been “there for” and helped countless other people through out my life, IRL that i’ve Known. I’m a really understanding person, and genuinely have the ability to help people make internal transformations and discovery that can lead them on a better path. 

Can anyone else here say they got Tryp sober? I did that. I’m trying to save his life. 

You have to be really patient with these sort of things. People often have a large level of resistance to the person who is helping them the most as well. I’m used to this pattern. All this proves to me is that I have gotten under their skin. Which is precisely what I was going for.