blanc is a FAKE everything including being a fake lesbian. she lies compulsively all the time about literally anything and makes up stories that never happened constantly
and im triggered by this because although a lot of us here are attention whores, most of us are pretty true to ourselves and represent ourselves in an authentic light. and I respect that, but blanc doesnt do that. she lies and exaggerates about every single aspect of her life and I get this fake vibe from her constantly and its annoying me why cant you just be real ever dude
The whole reason I enjoyed being here and stayed here is so I could have a place where I could be my authentic self, and talk about things that aren't socially acceptable to talk about. I'm not making up anything about my life and I place an immense value on being genuine and honest, and only seek to do so as best as I can.
I see you as being honest within the capacity of saying that you believe your own words anyway.
I was up in the air about my sexuality at one point and you're judging me for that, misjudging rather. And, then labeling me with something that is false. Simply because I was fucking confused.
Where do you figure this confusion stems from?
I know a fair number of gay people, they don't talk about it this often.
It comes from people telling me from a young age that my sexuality was wrong or broken and that in order to be normal or fixed I had to be straight.
But that's like what, a decade and a half ago or something?
Do you have any gay friends, or ever attend any pride parades? The spectrum of coping with past damages is pretty vast, and many have moved on since it's become otherwise largely accepted both legally and culturally.
And also being told that I wold grow out of it and it's just a phase, confusion, or misunderstanding. And also that I was sexually "just a late bloomer."
I've heard every rationalization in the book about my sexuality, it starts to wear on you.
I'm starting to feel like your connection to attraction itself is blurry and confusing.
"That's not real love" etc... I thought if I could just experience it for myself then maybe I could in fact not be gay.
But it just didn't work. I can't, do it.
What has you hitting on the men here more than the women though?
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