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aubrieta said: 

Sintetika said: 

AliceInWonderland said: 

 While that is what my mind is telling me to do. The goal is to be in control, not indulge in hedonistic sadism. 

 sadism okay, so murdering/torturing people. but not children. are they bad people or relatively innocent?

 I haven't harmed a human being, even though I get those thoughts especially in the likes of someone like Cawk. 

I used to torture and kill small animals, while it wasn't a big amount or for long, because of circumstances, the thoughts have been nagging me ever since, and now there's an opportunity. 

For context, there's apparently a big mouse in my house, it could be a mother of a nest since I found another one the other day, that I ended as swiftly as possible. 

Sintetika said: 

aubrieta said: 

Sintetika said: 

AliceInWonderland said: 

 While that is what my mind is telling me to do. The goal is to be in control, not indulge in hedonistic sadism. 

 sadism okay, so murdering/torturing people. but not children. are they bad people or relatively innocent?

 I haven't harmed a human being, even though I get those thoughts especially in the likes of someone like Cawk. 

I used to torture and kill small animals, while it wasn't a big amount or for long, because of circumstances, the thoughts have been nagging me ever since, and now there's an opportunity. 

For context, there's apparently a big mouse in my house, it could be a mother of a nest since I found another one the other day, that I ended as swiftly as possible. 

 I love animals so i would say dont<3 but its better to harm them than other humans if its purely to indulge in sadism, although i didnt used to think so i used to value the lives of animals more even tho i was never successfully vegan lol

aubrieta said: 

Sintetika said: 

aubrieta said: 

Sintetika said: 

AliceInWonderland said: 

 While that is what my mind is telling me to do. The goal is to be in control, not indulge in hedonistic sadism. 

 sadism okay, so murdering/torturing people. but not children. are they bad people or relatively innocent?

 I haven't harmed a human being, even though I get those thoughts especially in the likes of someone like Cawk. 

I used to torture and kill small animals, while it wasn't a big amount or for long, because of circumstances, the thoughts have been nagging me ever since, and now there's an opportunity. 

For context, there's apparently a big mouse in my house, it could be a mother of a nest since I found another one the other day, that I ended as swiftly as possible. 

 I love animals so i would say dont<3 but its better to harm them than other humans if its purely to indulge in sadism, although i didnt used to think so i used to value the lives of animals more even tho i was never successfully vegan lol

 I've only killed frogs and mice. Mice because they were in my house, and Frogs because I saw them while I was walking, and I stomped and grinded them into the bark of a tree. 

Sintetika said: 

aubrieta said: 

Sintetika said: 

aubrieta said: 

Sintetika said: 

AliceInWonderland said: 

 While that is what my mind is telling me to do. The goal is to be in control, not indulge in hedonistic sadism. 

 sadism okay, so murdering/torturing people. but not children. are they bad people or relatively innocent?

 I haven't harmed a human being, even though I get those thoughts especially in the likes of someone like Cawk. 

I used to torture and kill small animals, while it wasn't a big amount or for long, because of circumstances, the thoughts have been nagging me ever since, and now there's an opportunity. 

For context, there's apparently a big mouse in my house, it could be a mother of a nest since I found another one the other day, that I ended as swiftly as possible. 

 I love animals so i would say dont<3 but its better to harm them than other humans if its purely to indulge in sadism, although i didnt used to think so i used to value the lives of animals more even tho i was never successfully vegan lol

 I've only killed frogs and mice. Mice because they were in my house, and Frogs because I saw them while I was walking, and I stomped and grinded them into the bark of a tree. 

 well i love animals so i wouldnt condone it but i am not you and i do not know what its like to live in your head and crave that sort of pleasure. i would prefer if you could do it as quick and painless as possible that would be easier for me to not be upset over

and i am a proponent of hedonism because ultimately everyone and every animal dies anyway

aubrieta said: 

Sintetika said: 

aubrieta said: 

Sintetika said: 

aubrieta said: 

Sintetika said: 

AliceInWonderland said: 

 While that is what my mind is telling me to do. The goal is to be in control, not indulge in hedonistic sadism. 

 sadism okay, so murdering/torturing people. but not children. are they bad people or relatively innocent?

 I haven't harmed a human being, even though I get those thoughts especially in the likes of someone like Cawk. 

I used to torture and kill small animals, while it wasn't a big amount or for long, because of circumstances, the thoughts have been nagging me ever since, and now there's an opportunity. 

For context, there's apparently a big mouse in my house, it could be a mother of a nest since I found another one the other day, that I ended as swiftly as possible. 

 I love animals so i would say dont<3 but its better to harm them than other humans if its purely to indulge in sadism, although i didnt used to think so i used to value the lives of animals more even tho i was never successfully vegan lol

 I've only killed frogs and mice. Mice because they were in my house, and Frogs because I saw them while I was walking, and I stomped and grinded them into the bark of a tree. 

 well i love animals so i wouldnt condone it but i am not you and i do not know what its like to live in your head and crave that sort of pleasure. i would prefer if you could do it as quick and painless as possible that would be easier for me to not be upset over

 It's hard for me to do it quick and painless, because I feel the euphoria by inflicting pain and watching it suffer, as well as having control over it's life and what looks like fear, especially with mice. 

Sintetika said: 

aubrieta said: 

Sintetika said: 

aubrieta said: 

Sintetika said: 

aubrieta said: 

Sintetika said: 

AliceInWonderland said: 

 While that is what my mind is telling me to do. The goal is to be in control, not indulge in hedonistic sadism. 

 sadism okay, so murdering/torturing people. but not children. are they bad people or relatively innocent?

 I haven't harmed a human being, even though I get those thoughts especially in the likes of someone like Cawk. 

I used to torture and kill small animals, while it wasn't a big amount or for long, because of circumstances, the thoughts have been nagging me ever since, and now there's an opportunity. 

For context, there's apparently a big mouse in my house, it could be a mother of a nest since I found another one the other day, that I ended as swiftly as possible. 

 I love animals so i would say dont<3 but its better to harm them than other humans if its purely to indulge in sadism, although i didnt used to think so i used to value the lives of animals more even tho i was never successfully vegan lol

 I've only killed frogs and mice. Mice because they were in my house, and Frogs because I saw them while I was walking, and I stomped and grinded them into the bark of a tree. 

 well i love animals so i wouldnt condone it but i am not you and i do not know what its like to live in your head and crave that sort of pleasure. i would prefer if you could do it as quick and painless as possible that would be easier for me to not be upset over

 It's hard for me to do it quick and painless, because I feel the euphoria by inflicting pain and watching it suffer, as well as having control over it's life and what looks like fear, especially with mice. 

 :( cant relate, but its better than hurting people or children. do you see it as a potential gateway leading into prefering larger animals and then possibly humans?

aubrieta said: 

Sintetika said: 

aubrieta said: 

Sintetika said: 

aubrieta said: 

Sintetika said: 

aubrieta said: 

Sintetika said: 

AliceInWonderland said: 

 While that is what my mind is telling me to do. The goal is to be in control, not indulge in hedonistic sadism. 

 sadism okay, so murdering/torturing people. but not children. are they bad people or relatively innocent?

 I haven't harmed a human being, even though I get those thoughts especially in the likes of someone like Cawk. 

I used to torture and kill small animals, while it wasn't a big amount or for long, because of circumstances, the thoughts have been nagging me ever since, and now there's an opportunity. 

For context, there's apparently a big mouse in my house, it could be a mother of a nest since I found another one the other day, that I ended as swiftly as possible. 

 I love animals so i would say dont<3 but its better to harm them than other humans if its purely to indulge in sadism, although i didnt used to think so i used to value the lives of animals more even tho i was never successfully vegan lol

 I've only killed frogs and mice. Mice because they were in my house, and Frogs because I saw them while I was walking, and I stomped and grinded them into the bark of a tree. 

 well i love animals so i wouldnt condone it but i am not you and i do not know what its like to live in your head and crave that sort of pleasure. i would prefer if you could do it as quick and painless as possible that would be easier for me to not be upset over

 It's hard for me to do it quick and painless, because I feel the euphoria by inflicting pain and watching it suffer, as well as having control over it's life and what looks like fear, especially with mice. 

 :( cant relate, but its better than hurting people or children. do you see it as a potential gateway leading into prefering larger animals and then possibly humans?

 That's the way it feels like. Though, I'd prefer to torture and kill pedophiles and those I consider a problem to society. 

Tips on self control? 

Pain helps. 

Sintetika said: 

aubrieta said: 

Sintetika said: 

aubrieta said: 

Sintetika said: 

aubrieta said: 

Sintetika said: 

aubrieta said: 

Sintetika said: 

AliceInWonderland said: 

 While that is what my mind is telling me to do. The goal is to be in control, not indulge in hedonistic sadism. 

 sadism okay, so murdering/torturing people. but not children. are they bad people or relatively innocent?

 I haven't harmed a human being, even though I get those thoughts especially in the likes of someone like Cawk. 

I used to torture and kill small animals, while it wasn't a big amount or for long, because of circumstances, the thoughts have been nagging me ever since, and now there's an opportunity. 

For context, there's apparently a big mouse in my house, it could be a mother of a nest since I found another one the other day, that I ended as swiftly as possible. 

 I love animals so i would say dont<3 but its better to harm them than other humans if its purely to indulge in sadism, although i didnt used to think so i used to value the lives of animals more even tho i was never successfully vegan lol

 I've only killed frogs and mice. Mice because they were in my house, and Frogs because I saw them while I was walking, and I stomped and grinded them into the bark of a tree. 

 well i love animals so i wouldnt condone it but i am not you and i do not know what its like to live in your head and crave that sort of pleasure. i would prefer if you could do it as quick and painless as possible that would be easier for me to not be upset over

 It's hard for me to do it quick and painless, because I feel the euphoria by inflicting pain and watching it suffer, as well as having control over it's life and what looks like fear, especially with mice. 

 :( cant relate, but its better than hurting people or children. do you see it as a potential gateway leading into prefering larger animals and then possibly humans?

 That's the way it feels like. Though, I'd prefer to torture and kill pedophiles and those I consider a problem to society. 

 have you ever tortured or killed anyone before?