An opportunity has opened back up in my life, to go back to some of the things I used to do to get an intoxicating feeling of euphoria. The opportunity seems bigger than I've experienced before. I'm trying to resist it, because I've had thoughts about repeating my previous actions, and now it's staring at me in the face, like it's on a silver platter. The concerns I have with repeating said actions, is increasing my addiction I have to it, and getting caught.
Also, wanted to share this because I popped in my mind. I want that fucking hat, hell, even that coat.
gone
