Sociopath Community

“We are what we pretend to be, so we must be careful about what we pretend to be.”

― Kurt Vonnegut

Cavalier said: 

Blanc said: 

To be continued off of last post- 

 

cluster fuck and never ending train wreck of problems that just compound on each other and all exasperate and worsen each other like, its all a complex dynamic, impacting all of itself at once, and the more you try to untangle it and undo it, the more it tangles! Negative feedback loops worsening themselves at compounding rates and increasing frequency. Worsening symptoms. Which worsens behaviors. Which worsens perceptions. Which worsen sytmpoms which worsening behaviors which worsens perceptions. 

 

Dialectal behavior therapy aims to interrupt these processes and re-write your brain essentially to escape these loops that you get trapped inside of, and as time changes due to neuroplasticity you essentially become mentally healthier over time- or what new age, millennials/gen-z call, “growth”, or in therapy terms, ‘healing’

 

it is transformation and transcendence, while still remaining you, and the same you that you exactly were and are and always have been, and true spiritual growth like, it results in a grounded-ness and a different type of confidence which I’ve literally never experienced before in my life. 

 

Nothing has changed I am still the same person but, I am more whole now, and everything has changed. 

 It seems to me that your only problem is that you don't get as much attention as people with real problems so you make them up for attention

 this af. must be why she lied about dead bro when ppl were focused on peach and her story

Buttered Toast said: 

It’s hard to ignore all those spelling errors.

 i genuinely find it difficult to have discussions with her cos HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO READ ALL OF THAT. EVEN IF I TRIED, MY BRAIN, MY EYES...THEY DONT WANT ANY PARTS OF IT. WHITTLE IT DOWN TO A PARAGRAPH U SELFISH FUCK

natasha87 said: 

Canary said: 

Other day in the trading group, in the crypto section, blanc comments something along the lines of  "RIP Crypto 😬 , Alice are you still trading stocks ?"

Then several hours pass.

Then I respond to blanc's question with. "Blanc, a crashed market is the best time to invest, though I'd wait a little longer, still early into the bear market". 

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Then Blanc started getting hostile "I was talking to Alice !"

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White people. Please beat your children.

 AHAHAHAHA that's cos she said it to look kewl and potentially lead into her doing another monologue.

honestly though, even if her issue is that she was spoiled rotten, that generally has a worse outcome cos the person is literally incapable of being happy or content in any way unless  searching for scraps of attention and supply.

amber heard literally had a superstar bf who got her acting jobs, put all her pretentious friends up in his penthouses, gave her a life she couldnt have dreamed of (especially now we've seen her acting skills), and from the start she was taping and framing him..

 She said something about my tone. That I'm arrogant. 

But... in the trading group we discuss trades and strategies and we respond to inquiry.

Then I was like, man I better check if she... Yeah she deleted me. 

Like Amber, Blanc is the type who'll bite the hand that feeds her codependent self. 

natasha87 said: 

you remind me of her so much, and she has histrionic personality disorder like you. her whole life was about presenting some fake image she thought looked kewl, but in reality she was kinda meh. she's good at getting ppl to like her though.

she makes up false abuse accusations as well (just like you do), ones that make no sense and speak to a privileged entitled brat who doesnt even know what real pain is, so their faking it comes off disjointed and nonsensical.

that's all

 You will never get through to her.

why is here name amber HEARD if she doesnt hear shit? its like a cosmic joke from god. amber heard? she heard something someone fucking said? since when she doesnt listen 

🌺plumeria🌺 said: 

why is here name amber HEARD if she doesnt hear shit? its like a cosmic joke from god. amber heard? she heard something someone fucking said? since when she doesnt listen 

I could totally see a history of people yelling if they can "hear them" accounting for hearing loss, especially if her parents underwent something similar and were themselves loud from being hard of hearing. 

Turncoat said: 

🌺plumeria🌺 said: 

why is here name amber HEARD if she doesnt hear shit? its like a cosmic joke from god. amber heard? she heard something someone fucking said? since when she doesnt listen 

I could totally see a history of people yelling if they can "hear them" accounting for hearing loss, especially if her parents underwent something similar and were themselves loud from being hard of hearing. 

 oh my god

Golden_Eagle said: 

natasha87 said: 

Canary said: 

Other day in the trading group, in the crypto section, blanc comments something along the lines of  "RIP Crypto 😬 , Alice are you still trading stocks ?"

Then several hours pass.

Then I respond to blanc's question with. "Blanc, a crashed market is the best time to invest, though I'd wait a little longer, still early into the bear market". 

.

Then Blanc started getting hostile "I was talking to Alice !"

.

White people. Please beat your children.

 AHAHAHAHA that's cos she said it to look kewl and potentially lead into her doing another monologue.

honestly though, even if her issue is that she was spoiled rotten, that generally has a worse outcome cos the person is literally incapable of being happy or content in any way unless  searching for scraps of attention and supply.

amber heard literally had a superstar bf who got her acting jobs, put all her pretentious friends up in his penthouses, gave her a life she couldnt have dreamed of (especially now we've seen her acting skills), and from the start she was taping and framing him..

 She said something about my tone. That I'm arrogant. 

But... in the trading group we discuss trades and strategies and we respond to inquiry.

Then I was like, man I better check if she... Yeah she deleted me. 

Like Amber, Blanc is the type who'll bite the hand that feeds her codependent self. 

 

 Tony, lol. I apologize for being a bitch in the crypto thread. I have been coming of SSRI’s cold turkey and go through like weird moods where I will be overly agitated or overly angry for no reason. But I am learning to deal with it, and like re-center myself. 

basically I am spicy. And I apologize for being spicy at you. It’s really not a reflection of you or anything you did wrong, I was being spicy and needed to calm down lol. 

Blanc said: 

Tony, lol. I apologize for being a bitch in the crypto thread.

Lets see where this goes... 

I have been coming of SSRI’s cold turkey and go through like weird moods where I will be overly agitated or overly angry for no reason.

So it's not your fault this time, it's just the SSRI's? Was it the SSRI's before too? How often are you trying to cold turkey SSRI's..?

Externalizing of blame as to not have to have it reflect on yourself. 

But I am learning to deal with it, and like re-center myself. 

The promise to be better later that always happens before defaulting back to normal. 

basically I am spicy.

The less-than serious rationale for why it's normal and acceptable by making it more about the trait that others may share than the person who made the specific mistake. 

And I apologize for being spicy at you.

Attempting to minimize the perceptions of what you're apologizing over so that it doesn't have to be internalized or treated as real. 

It’s really not a reflection of you or anything you did wrong, I was being spicy and needed to calm down lol. 

Showing how much you really not investing in the original topic as of now, preferring to handwave it away and have it become forgotten. 

Having said Spicy three times this way is your attempting to convert the behavior to a disconnected archetype, rather than feel like what happened was really your own fault. It's not because of 'Blanc' that this happened, it's because of the SSRI's and being spicy. You're attempting to do what you understanding as memetic conversion: If it's a meme it's that much less real and therefor that much lighter to think about. 

I get that getting off of meds is rough, but what's going on here goes beyond those. This is a pattern, and you always seem to have new excuses for repeating yourself.