Tony, lol. I apologize for being a bitch in the crypto thread.
Lets see where this goes...
I have been coming of SSRI’s cold turkey and go through like weird moods where I will be overly agitated or overly angry for no reason.
So it's not your fault this time, it's just the SSRI's? Was it the SSRI's before too? How often are you trying to cold turkey SSRI's..?
Externalizing of blame as to not have to have it reflect on yourself.But I am learning to deal with it, and like re-center myself.
The promise to be better later that always happens before defaulting back to normal.
basically I am spicy.
The less-than serious rationale for why it's normal and acceptable by making it more about the trait that others may share than the person who made the specific mistake.
And I apologize for being spicy at you.
Attempting to minimize the perceptions of what you're apologizing over so that it doesn't have to be internalized or treated as real.
It’s really not a reflection of you or anything you did wrong, I was being spicy and needed to calm down lol.
Showing how much you really not investing in the original topic as of now, preferring to handwave it away and have it become forgotten.
Having said Spicy three times this way is your attempting to convert the behavior to a disconnected archetype, rather than feel like what happened was really your own fault. It's not because of 'Blanc' that this happened, it's because of the SSRI's and being spicy. You're attempting to do what you understanding as memetic conversion: If it's a meme it's that much less real and therefor that much lighter to think about.
I get that getting off of meds is rough, but what's going on here goes beyond those. This is a pattern, and you always seem to have new excuses for repeating yourself.
If only you were as critical of yourself or have the same amount of self awareness as you do to others.