You're Xena/MissCommunication/nobody, right?
fake legga this one is ^
Why don't you login to your main account and say it to my face, bitch. Whoop yo ass, I will.
stupid you are
You're Xena/MissCommunication/nobody, right?
obsessed you are?
LOL I remember that Yoda puppet.
Belongs to somebody who's been banned, it does :D
If she's back, I might just start spending more time here again.
For awhile at least :)
Like Yoda puppets aren't common or something.
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LOL I remember that Yoda puppet.
Belongs to somebody who's been banned, it does :D
If she's back, I might just start spending more time here again.
For awhile at least :)
Like Yoda puppets aren't common or something.
RIP Jim Henson
Thrall to the Wire of Self-Excited Circuit.
One time I took tryp on a date and he didn’t say anything the entire time and walked four feet in front of me when entering and leaving the building
Not sure why he did that to this day. I think I asked him later why he didn’t talk and he said sometimes I just don’t feel like talking.
the quirks of tryptamine are very amusing.
he was probably scoping out a new chick to leech off of in all honesty
I decided to reply because it's very well written and also I have never seen Tryp so vulnerable before, he usually only listens to us and never gives anything back.
It's crazy how he has managed to pack so many feelings into one post, from the regrets of not having went anywhere in his life and not having lived his youth to the fullest like he feels the people around him did ,to the feelings of self hatred for not having the courage and willpower to push through in order to go after his goals and things he wanted to experience due to his depression, for not taking more risks, to the insecurity of lagging behind his peers in terms of life progress and experiences, to anger at society for putting expectations of performance and experiences on him (expressed in the form of ascetic cope), and people who he feels are mocking him and looking down on him for these things.
Presumably fueled by how many people around him bragged of travelling different countries, fell in love, risked failure, risked their lives to accomplish their dreams, got heartbroken, got hurt, got into business ventures, did drugs, emotionally bonded, experienced different cultures and religions, experienced new modes of life and thinking, made surplus income, spoiled themselves with it and enjoyed the "shallow" pleasures of life, partied, while Tryp pissed in bottles, played videogames, talked with girls on chats, cleaned his grandpas house, lived on his grandparents social security, drank to cope with his life and his depression, jacked off, watched other people live life through youtube streams and lived vicariously through them, and spent his youth on the Internet, which seems to feed into some sort of inferiority complex and an ascetic cope reaction like when the goth kids put down the chad and stacy for being shallow etc.
He deploys ascetic copes to feel better by saying people have not experienced ephemereal spiritual things he did, in the "so what if you travelled? i did astral travel!" fashion, but it's clearly not working, as you can sense the anger and hatred in the post. This does not come from a place of indifference.Just replace the You with I and it describes him and his life almost perfectly. You can also feel hate in it. maybe too much for him to bear it, thats why he has to externalize it and isolate the feeling from the object (him) it is connected to. He is sour graping material things and life experiences he never got to experience, otherwise he would not even write this post, fuck those materialistic shallow plebs right?
But I also see hope and ambition awakened in him, he wants to catch up to his peers, he wants to let go of his fears and mental obstacles, he wants to live the youth he was supposed to live, he wants to do better in his life and take charge of it, he wants to become a better person. I think rehab is doing way more than alcohol addiction cure, it's also helping him awaken as a person, take responsibility for the trajectory of his life, and prepare him to become an adult and I am excited to see whats next.
It's never too late until you are dead, and there is still plenty of time to live your life and become the person you want to be, you just have to fight through your own mental barriers and wake up, and stop constantly comparing yourself to others, we all have our own journey and it's not a competition.
is this a fucking joke lmao
Tryp you are such a miserable loser. How about you concentrate less on what people are doing and concentrate on your fucking self man. You will get nowhere in life if all you do is whine and cry like a little bitch on how people are living there lives. You sound like such a fucking loser because you are. Exactly what have you missed out on?
You are going to rot painfully for the rest of your life as long as you continue your miserable self pitying piece of shit existence you fucking waste of sperm. Man the fuck up and accept that life is a god damn fucking bitch. QUIT putting your fucking hand out begging for shit because nobody is giving you shit you pathetic fucking clown piece of shit. I laugh at you and I contempt you. You truly are a fucking big whiney cry baby loser that needs to man the fuck up.
Why don't u go beg blanc for pity sex again. Because your such a miserable fuck. You are just a lazy weak motherfucker and your whole entire life has been spent watching people's lifes behind a screen. How god damn sad is that. You are a fucking disgrace.
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