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Cant stop having thoughts of suicide 

 

and last night woke up in the middle of the night having a ptsd panic attack

 

i feel bad because it would absolutely break my mom if I died so that is why I’m still here. 

last edit on 11/28/2020 11:33:36 PM
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I just feel super done and over everything like In a really apathetic and careless way

 

i know most ppl don’t fucking care.

 

im just tired of having to pump myself up again and again to just barely get by with the constant fatigue and lack of energy 

 

tired of pushing through 

 

I lost my train of thought 

 

I’m tired of a lot of things. Like not just tired but like fed up to the point I just don’t care anymore 

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Wtfok I went to sleep and woke up feeling better so 

 

like I actually forgot the above post even happened if it hadn’t been made I’d of not known 

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Still very tired haven’t gotten enough sleep....nin a week...

 

Just need to rest 

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