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Chaotik said: 

I refuse to use 7cups. Fuck the Bourgeoise.

Haha what? 

It's not some organization, it's a free service that has people donating their time to give you the 7cups treatment. 

I am forcing a confession to my friends of how I am shitty person, and if they don't help me, then I'll probably just kill myself because then that is the ultimate fact that I was never good, and if I were to continue to live, I'll only harm others and I will NEVER achieve my dreams, and that my dreams and who I thought was are merely just fucking falsehoods to cope with my shitty existence. 

Dude, all you're doing right now's furthering my point. 

It's emotional masochism as a form of escape, as is demonstrated in your idea of an escalation. 

I don't trust you guys enough to tell you all my issues. You could be fucking me over like Svetja did. I don't trust it. I don't trust it. I don't trust it. I don't trust it. 

You don't trust anything though. 

Goodbye.

More teenage-tier melodrama. 

There's nothing that can be said to you after we've presented ideas and solutions that you have no inclination of even visiting. You are sure of yourself to the point of being stuck within your confusion, even when all I'm asking you to do is try a chat site. 

You don't want to get better, you want to bolster the entitlement and validation of your situation. It's Ego Preservation. 

Chaotik said: 

I refuse to use 7cups. Fuck the Bourgeoise.

I am forcing a confession to my friends of how I am shitty person, and if they don't help me, then I'll probably just kill myself because then that is the ultimate fact that I was never good, and if I were to continue to live, I'll only harm others and I will NEVER achieve my dreams, and that my dreams and who I thought was are merely just fucking falsehoods to cope with my shitty existence. 

I don't trust you guys enough to tell you all my issues. You could be fucking me over like Svetja did. I don't trust it. I don't trust it. I don't trust it. I don't trust it. 

Goodbye.

You know, Sintetika, you're quite young. You shouldn't kill yourself over how you think you are not `good.` That you care about being good already shows you're not that horrible a person. You're a teenager, right? So I'm not too surprised by your behavior.

You have a strange way of dealing with people. You're willing to accept criticism to the point that people can force their opinions on you until you just agree. Or at least that's the kind of picture you're painting. Imho, you should push back every now and then.

You're accepting those comments about you with this weird defeatist attitude, where you admit the other person is right but then your actions demonstrate that you don't think they're right. Like you're disinclined to offend them so you agree with them to keep them happy or something, or so that you can preserve this image of yourself being humble. But if you're never selfish, and the people around you are selfish, then you will end up with the short end of the straw. It's alright to be a little selfish, you know, and draw some boundaries.

Maybe that's your issue with your family. You do what they tell you to do and seemingly agree with them, only to come here to complain about them where they can't hear you. It's generally expected of you that you will protect yourself and don't let people walk all over you. When you fail to do that, people will presume that they are in the right and you are in the wrong.

It's up to you if you want to go to therapy or not.However, it can be perceived as puzzling if you both accept that you need professional help and then outright refuse it when given the chance to get it.

It's like you don't really think you need professional help and have no intention of getting it, but you're just agreeing with people to give them some validation over having tried to help you. However, you're not showing respect for their help by lying about what you really think.

I'm still WTF-laughing at: 

Fuck the Bourgeoise.

I'm 20. I got a lot of issues in my head, and I can't even tell which are real and which are made up, I repress a lot of my thoughts, and I tend to type paragraphs of things I wish to say, and constantly delete them over and over, like a broken record, it's an unending process of typing and deleting, and it annoys the fuck out of me. I spoke with a friend who has had similar issues, and she is encouraging me to get help. I am going to get help, I'll try out 7cups, but I still got some trust issues, and I'm probably going to be done with this site, or try to, because I feel like this site just enables my toxic behavior.

As the Legga-esque man said. This isn't a therapy forum, and while TC could have a degree in psychology, that doesn't mean me posting here and their responses are going to work. 

I want to get better, but a different side of me doesn't want to. It's a struggle within my head, and it's as if there's different versions of me all speaking at once. I don't know what to make of it. 

I apologize for causing drama here, it was as you said to get high off of it, and it's not healthy. I want to get better, otherwise I'm afraid of what road I'll go down.

I wish you all well, I know some of you don't give a fuck either way, but I'm going to push towards getting help. I probably will return, and it will probably be a long struggle, this shit doesn't just magically solve itself over night unfortunately.

https://gyazo.com/9a9e06fc70de034696dacef0ad331000

My only thing is, I see this and my mind instantly sees it as fake scripted dialogue to try to comfort me, when in reality all I see it as is fake as fuck, and trying to trick me. 





Apparently, I'd be violating TOS by signing up, because I get homicidal thoughts, and torture and kill small animals.


These are things that aren't helping me want to try this out. I do want to get a therapist, but I question if 7cups is right for me, if the chances are they are just going to instantly shut me down, for violating TOS. 


On top of this, chatbots seem disingenuine. It's not real AI, if it were a sentient AI, then I'd trust it more than any member of mankind. 

If you announced you were suicidal, it'd be their job to connect you to a suicide hotline, that's standard protocol and to do otherwise makes them legally responsible for how they respond to your bringing that up. The website otherwise isn't just bots, it began as a person-to-person service. 

Beyond that, just look at your tone. You don't want help, you're fighting tooth and nail to say you can't be fixed. 

Turncoat said: 

 "I intend to get one" 

 Some things never change. 

I am GOING to get a therapist. No more lies, no more procrastination. I am GOING to get a therapist. The only thing I'm waiting on is the unfortunate fact that its coming through my mother's work benefits. I dislike that I have to depend on her, but once I get help. I can become a better person, and grow.

So what's the expected time table?