You people do not understand Trypt at all. He has desires, but he has true feelings too. I think he's adorable because he thinks everyone is like Blank, he he he. Not all of us are blind. I just love when he feels like he has control over people. It makes me feel good because his self esteem is good, but honestly, I think he needs more self love and better priorities.
What's your relationship with Tryp, have you spoken with him personally or something?
Si señor. Otherwise, I wouldn't be talking. I also know people because I've been in their shoes, but I only create opinions after I have enough info, so I have enough info to make several people on here very happy for the rest of their lives.
So in this situation you're relating to Tryp? What do you see in common with it and yours?
So, I'm a very complicated person and I've been through a lot. For starters, my emotions have been non existent since I was young. I'm loyal and fun, but I'm a girl or i could be a boy. Who really knows? Hormonally, I am a mix. Socially, I am a mix. Mentally, i am a guy, but not a real guy. More like the myth that people have told about who guys are supposed to be. I have more guy friends than girl friends, but I have girl friends who are typical girls. I have siblings who are different genders, so I have seen up close and personal what makes each gender and the differences between people in each gender. I have been on the drug roller coaster, I have analyzed why drugs are good or bad and have made my own decisions. I have been religious and have also hated God. I have been through what other people would consider he** and back, and have been able to observe every party involved in every tragedy. I am not the same as any one gender or race and I have been able to understand people because I am so different from them. I am able to see where every emotion, word, or action of another comes from, workout even asking. I can see behind the front that people put up to protect themselves, even when they dont know it's there. I know where their urges come from, even when they think they came out of nowhere. I think I can honestly heal someone if they allowed me to, but i also know that people dont want to think anything is wrong and even when they know something has to be wrong, they dont think there is anyone who could ever understand how they became who they are. My true issue is that I think of my ability to understand as a weakness and a detriment and therefore, cannot be proud of it, yet, people think I am lying and bragging, when my entire goal in life is to help people and not get any credit for it. When I say I'm complicated, its because I can see that I cannot be helpful in any way if I am silent, but explaining who I am and the gifts God has given me removes my credibility, so I am as useless as a bottle opener without a bottle, can, or anything else you can use it for. I am always down on myself because I am not perfect, which both prevents me from helping and gives me the ability to help people. I know too much because I think too much and my thoughts are largely unique. I'm a problem solver and I dont believe in giving up, so I have experienced almost everything under the sun, except defeat. I have God's willpower and the innocence of a child, so anything that would overlap those two realities, i have been through. I hope this helps you understand. It's not about the specific events, it's about how you react to them and the things that come from them, including other people's reactions and perceptions, yours, the chain events that follow and the decisions that led to that event happening. Totality of the circumstances is a phrase that comes to mind.
