Blanc:
wekll to get ur mind off it
ive been talking bout business with my mom
Tryptamine:
I hate that you are switching topics
Blanc:
and looking at real estate properties
Tryptamine:
I'm upset about something, all you can do is think about yourself
Blanc:
U seemed like u didnt wanna talk about it
Tryptamine:
You really don't know me
You'll never understand
Blanc:
...
Tryptamine:
I know you will try your best
It's just a terrible effort
You are so wrapped up in your own mind
There is no possible way you could understand my perspective
That's why I am always catering to you
Blanc:
I was just trying to talk I about something that was positive
sorry
Tryptamine:
Who do you think I am
Chapo:
Lol
Blanc:
I was trying to make u happy
Chapo:
No you weren’t
stop saying that
Tryptamine:
Chapo sees what's going on
Do you think I need you to make me happy?
Chapo:
maybe
Tryptamine:
Do you think that is even what I want from you?
Chapo:
no she doesn’t
Tryptamine:
At the end of the day, do you think I just want words of comfort?
Blanc:
like I was trying to be nice???
Tryptamine:
Do you know anything about me at all?
You just want me to show you affection
You know so little about me
All you care about is me showing you attention
Blanc:
... I’m so confused
Tryptamine:
Of course you are
You never understood anythign
Blanc:
i dont know what u want me to say
Tryptamine:
And I'm showing you the truth
Chapo:
Lol
are you guys still at the same place?
Tryptamine:
Nah
If you need to know what to think about, Blanc
Chapo:
True
Tryptamine:
Try understanding me
I'm pretty straightforward with you
Chapo:
Yeah if you got it from tryps perspective you might feel bad somehow
Tryptamine:
And if you're not capable of that, then alright
She's self-absorbed, she will never get it
Random girls treat me infinitely better
Chapo:
You weren’t able to accomplish the impossible
Tryptamine:
Know how to show interest in me, not talk to me and say they're gay the next day
How hard can this be
Idk man
I'm annoyed
Like do people think I'm stupid or what
She will go fuck off for an hour because she can't handle confrontation
Blanc:
Tryp, what the
Tryptamine:
God damn
Pull yourself together and say something that matters
Blanc:
Yeah its just when i get yelled at i kinda just shut down
Tryptamine:
I understand that
Blanc:
like, i was just bein nice
Tryptamine:
And I'm not being aggressive now
Blanc:
ok
Tryptamine:
No, you weren't understanding me
At all
I get very annoyed by that
But I am also letting you speak nnow
Blanc:
I did not read. Ur mind
Tryptamine:
You should know me better than you act like
Blanc:
but i was tryin to be there for u
and su[pportive etc
Tryptamine:
I've known you for like 5 years
We've dated
Like...come on
Blanc:
actions speak louder than words
Tryptamine:
I'm disappointed
Blanc:
i was tryin to be there for u
Tryptamine:
OK
I'm thinking about this
Tryptamine:
I think you try to be there for me in your own way
But at the same time
If I ever want to talk
I can maybe do it for a half hour
And your ass peaces out without even as much as letting me know you're going to do something else
How do you think I am meant to interpret that
"Oh, OK, my girlfriend randomly disappears without a word. And she says she's gay the next day"
Blanc:
I get tired of the pressure to respond immediately and perfectly
Tryptamine:
I don't ask you to speak perfectly
I ask you to communicate to me
Blanc:
and if ur drunk i dont enjoy our convos so that is why i go afk
it seems like ur wanting me to like be at your command and be something I’m not
Tryptamine:
I don't want to date someone who just randomly fucks off without explaining anything
And I won't
Blanc:
Well i just kinda like to multi task
Tryptamine:
it's not like I'm asking you to build Babylon
Like it's so fucking easy to be attentive
And if you can't be
I don't want to be dating you