How often are you even sober these days?
Now and then.
How often are you even sober these days?
Now and then.
Now that little weasel Sugar stole his server. Do not trust Feminists.
She says '' it's our server '' and she removes his ownership. Lol, women..
Indeed.
"I didn't give up, it's still mine, I'm just letting her have it!"
Now he knows the truth, and can actually try to run his own server.
I can get a bit overly abrasive when I'm drinking. I want to make it clear that while I totally don't agree with what happened, I don't actually consider either of those two "weak ass bitches." That's just how the flow state goes sometimes.
Do you understand that there are people that actually like you, and would gladly join your channel instead of joining a server where you let leeches suck upon on you?
I get that sense, but I'm not interesting in bridge burning here. I think we just weren't on the same page.
You must have forgotten what happened, again, but that's fine though we might get a trilogy out of it then.
It was nice to see Sug's true motivations yesterday, her power hunger has been a theme (btw your face is the group's avatar again).
After the Discord Drama
Tryptamine:
I just had the police called on me
Blanc:
The goal is always to de-escalate
Blanc: oh why did you have the police called on u
Tryptamine:
Getting into an argument
Blanc:
lol
Tryptamine:
The cops remember me too
Blanc:
well are they coming?
oh you already met with them
Tryptamine:
It already happened
Yeah
Blanc:
are u being disorderly or uh... whats the problem lol
Tryptamine:
So
My grandmother started yelling at me
I basically said I didn't give a fuck
She started screaming
I was going for her card saying I would buy booze with it
I didn't really do it, but she freaked out
2 minutes later 5 cops showed up
Blanc:
lol
Tryptamine:
I didn't even do anything wrong
But the police were all like
Yeah we remember coming here
I did nothing
Any time
Blanc:
funny
Tryptamine:
Yeah, it's real funny how I get treated
Blanc:
sorry
Tryptamine:
It's alright
But I am angry
Blanc:
i can see that
do u know why
Tryptamine:
You decide how you feel when 3 cops interorrogate you
But I'm the crazy one
Yeah, OK
Blanc:
You really need to stop drinking the whiskey
it does things to people.
Tryptamine:
It isn't alcohol
It runs way deeper than that
Blanc:
i know but, these situations are handled better when you aren’t disinhibited, and a lot of that is perception based
Tryptamine:
Did you ever consider that I drink because of how insane my situation is
Blanc:
Oh i don’t worry too much about the why because knowing that specifically is more pertinent that you know that but
Tryptamine:
I'm looking after two people with death sentences who are unable to realize what is happening
Literally just had the police called on me for pointing it out
Blanc:
Oh...
oh no
oh my.
tryp you shouldn’t do that
Tryptamine:
Do what
Blanc:
they know they’re dying tryp
Tryptamine:
No
They are in full denial
Blanc:
yes
Tryptamine:
The cops told me to disengage
So I did
Blanc:
Yes.
you need to leave them be.
theyre kind they don’t kick u out on the street?
Tryptamine:
I'm tired of letting people die or be insane
Blanc:
You’re essentially a hospice worker or at home aid
Tryptamine:
Yeah
I am aware
Blanc:
We have to accept the things we cannot control
and accept our differences
Tryptamine:
I think you have no idea what I experience
Blanc:
so that you don’t have to add anymore people to the list of apologies
you will make when you get sober
Tryptamine:
You really don't know me at all
Blanc:
I never claimed to have an all encompassing knowledge of who you are
Tryptamine:
True
I'm just exhausted
Blanc:
All of this seems to be a cry for help
i dont mean that in a condescending way
Tryptamine:
Nah
I don't feel like any of you could do anything
Blanc:
Thats correct
only you can
Tryptamine:
And then I was just dealing with the police
Yeah
I am tired of this shit
Blanc:
Yes
Tryptamine:
All I have left is anger
And so many reasons to be angry
Blanc:
You know what helped me with my anger
Tryptamine:
Like imagine your life is build around a broken woman who breaks into your room
Blanc:
was dealing with it by takin action
Tryptamine:
By kicking the door down
Yeah
Your family is tame compared to mine
Blanc:
i was fuckin angry my parents disowned me and i had experienced homelessness that was so terrifying i was traumatized from it for life
i was angry how my dad treated me
Tryptamine:
Sure
Blanc:
i was angry no one understood
i was angry i was gay
and
i did volunteer work
it was CATHARTIC beyond belief
it took that weight right off
Tryptamine:
Ok
Blanc:
angry about homelessness? Serve the homeless.
catch my drift.
catalyze the anger
and you will end ur suffering, find relief, and you will grow, past it.
extinguishing it.
permanently.
venting is also nice in the moment sometimes but-
when the issue is larger than just, a vent.
runs Too deep, and won’t go away
or is recurrent
thats how u deal
Tryptamine:
Eh
I don't know if what you are saying is meaningful
Blanc:
u also need self compassion haha but yeah everyone has their. Own way they end up finding that works for them
some ppl deal by working out, some ppl, take a road trip
Tryptamine:
Yeah
You should know me by now
Blanc:
some ppl take up sailing or play music etc. they write a book. Whatever.
i know a recovered heroin addict who loves wood working
getting all that shit out like, just “doing” something
sweat it out
it is very..... good
Tryptamine:
Sometimes you shock me with how little you seem to get
Jeez, Tryp, when I said you two went to DMs for this sort of thing I was kidding, I didn't think you were actually slobbering all over her like that:
Sug Reveal of Tryp Behind The Scenes: 1, 2, 3 Edit: 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11 (Tryp wtf dude?)
Context of it's release: 1, 2
The way Tryp treats his 'sisters' is bordering on incestuous Edit: and unapologetically doubling down and trying to cover in really sloppy gaslight what the fuck gross how many people has he done this at?