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this fucking sucks. id'e like to understand a little more about the auto-immune issues that can cause your fucking liver to die, WTF, as this is crazy bad. hind sight, shit should have been done to prevent this, just stating the obvious. im pissed off and its not even me. now she's got to go through this fucked up mess. her parents must be just crazy upset

Sven said: 

this fucking sucks. id'e like to understand a little more about the auto-immune issues that can cause your fucking liver to die, WTF, as this is crazy bad. hind sight, shit should have been done to prevent this, just stating the obvious. im pissed off and its not even me. now she's got to go through this fucked up mess. her parents must be just crazy upset

 

 same

I want to know if the medication was optional, or if there were bad side effects, I want to know if there was an understandable reason for refusing to take meds and go to doctors appointments if you have liver disease. If there is a reason that makes it seem less like she's just been slowly committing suicide for three years and not telling anyone, and no one stepped in to intervene , I will be less angry. my first reaction to suicide is anger. I'm very anti-suicide and I think everyone should persevere through undesirable situations and find a solution to their problems

but at the same time i'm a little jealous of those who have so little worth living for that suicide is tempting enough to follow through with, because life as a human can really fucking suck especially if you are mentally or physically ill and do not have treatment available to significantly reduce your suffering and having to persevere through feeling suicidal especially if it is long-lasting is torturous

Aubrieta said:

I'm very anti-suicide and I think everyone should persevere through undesirable situations and find a solution to their problems

You were just ragging on her and I for being quote "the most suicidal people on the forum". 

suicide is a constant reminder that we fail to have enough empathy as a species to protect all of our kind and keep all of us thriving and in good health, which is like every empaths utopian dream

Turncoat said: 

Aubrieta said:

I'm very anti-suicide and I think everyone should persevere through undesirable situations and find a solution to their problems

You were just ragging on her and I for being quote "the most suicidal people on the forum". 

saying that it's weak and undesirable isnt ragging on it. I'm not truly jealous of it, I don't really get jealous of anything. i'm not sure what the right word to use would be

maybe I am jealous of it? i'm not sure. I was jealous of a billionaire character in a movie who invented an invisible suit because I think invisibility would be a fun as fuck superpower lol. that was the other thing I was jealous of

it's conflicting because it's like the worst position to be in ever, like in the process of committing suicide, but at the same time you don't have to endure any more suffering or pain the second you successfully complete your attempt

if in the end everyone dies and will not be conscious or have any memories, none of our human morals and values and ideals truly matter. because ultimately your consciousness is everything. and when you don't have that, you have absolutely nothing

aubrieta said: 

Turncoat said: 

Aubrieta said:

I'm very anti-suicide and I think everyone should persevere through undesirable situations and find a solution to their problems

You were just ragging on her and I for being quote "the most suicidal people on the forum". 

saying that it's weak and undesirable isnt ragging on it. I'm not truly jealous of it, I don't really get jealous of anything. i'm not sure what the right word to use would be

Ragging doesn't mean jealous, it just means you were getting on our case in the form of mockery over it. 

PalePeach said: 

Turncoat said: 

PalePeach said: 

When she wakes up she is not going to know she had a liver transplant. Since non of her family can be there her mom is trying to arrange for a crisis counseler at the hospital to be the the one to tell ber in case she is very upset about it

What, for survivor's guilt or something? Is that even her MO? 

 She'll have had an organ removed without her knowledge or consent. She expected to need a transplant in her life, but not for another 10 or 20 years. We just don't know how she will react. Usually people are aware they are having a transplant and before the surgery have time to process it. She will have the information sprung on her that she lost of piece of herself and now has someone else's body parts and I imagine that is a lot to process- especially coming from a stranger when you can't see your family.

 im sure she will be ok peach