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ScionReborn said: 

Xadem said: 

ScionReborn said: 

I personally think after reading all this shit one thing  is for certain.

 

You have it really good.

 

 then why is the thread called pain?? 

 I mean jesus she lives in Florida has well off parents...has a bathroom remodel...still gripes because she doesn't know if she's really a nazi lazi sapiosexual or something else...

 and yet you claim she has it really good? contradictory much? 

I don’t know what to say. To all that

butvyeah anyways i tried eating gluten and it didn’t go well 

feel very sick but going to take something to get rid of the nausea hopefully 

Smh 🤦‍♀️ 

My back pain has gotten worse so, its so bad i can’t walk. Not even joking, i just collapse so 

thats fun 

i cant walk uhm, and it hurts, really, really badd

like i can’t move. Even just laying still isn’t the best but, dear god ,,.. anyways uhm 

I’m lucky to have this bed that moves around at least like 

i raise up the head with a button or the feet with a button and it vibrates 

and its extremely cushiony and thick 

and so is my pillow like its all memory foam or something better than memory foam i forgot 

but its fucking the dankest bed/pillow I’ve ever experienced in my life so that helps at least 

and i do have my meds i just haven’t taken them yet for tonight because i can’t get up to go get them 

I’m going to have to ask someone to bring it for me. 

Hopefully I’ll be able to fuckign move again sometime 

this is my remote for the bed 

this is the video playing in the background

Aight I took some of the meds I still have more to take but I’m.... I need to eat food between because it’s so many pills and my stomach is empty 

and I’m also using a patch 

and uh drinking a lot of water 

I need to eat and take the rest and I have to go pee but not being able to walk or move makes that pretty difficult 

I have no idea how I’m going to eat like a bowl of chili like this lol 

I found some stuff saved in my netflix account under “my list” of things i uh, have no recollection of watching or saving in my list 

Aight so I slept all day today and I’m gonna sleep all night too probably because I am so. Tired. 

so. Fucking. Tired man. 

and the pain is slightly better so I can walk- that doesn’t mean it’s gone tho... 

im hoping with rest it will completely go away?? 

but yeah I ate some food for like vitamin purposes (I’m not even really that hungry?) 

but I just shoved it down 

and back to bed. I’m drinking a coffee cuz I fucking need it 

and so tired I can’t keep my eyes open 

I’m just so tired and my body yeah like isn’t in any conidition to be moving around that makes the pains come back 

so I have to rest yeah and I think with time hopefully like after enough resting I’ll be back to normal at some point??? 

Like it is improving with rest so I’m just assuming that will continue happening 

dissociation and being a non playable part 

sometimes I feel like I am just watching my life. 

I’m fed up with my body being fucked up and out of whack so I’m going to avidly persue my health until i get this shit normal and balanced 

because i can’t have my mental health and my physical health taking shits and being unstable like, goddamn 

It’s just getting ridiculous...   

Sometimes there are no words to express how you feel