Turncoat said:When's the last time you had a good cry?I'm not really sure, that's something my old self would've known.
What's that supposed to mean?
Turncoat said:What's that supposed to mean?I categorize old me as me prior to me being the way I am now, the me that I have trouble remembering parts of, the me that was emotionally unstable and did feel a lot.
You ought to get in touch with that you, otherwise this is how ticking time bombs happen.
When you censor your baser self, it's needs become unmet and the side effects of not feeding those appetites bear their fangs. For your own sake, you'd be better off reconnecting with that side of you so that you may grow past it and overcome it, as opposed to this escapist self-shaming routine you've found yourself in.
Turncoat said:You ought to get in touch with that you, otherwise this is how ticking time bombs happen.
When you censor your baser self, it's needs become unmet and the side effects of not feeding those appetites bear their fangs. For your own sake, you'd be better off reconnecting with that side of you so that you may grow past it and overcome it, as opposed to this escapist self-shaming routine you've found yourself in.
I don't know how to reconnect with it? I tried when I went to go see someone I loved die. Is it not possible that my base-self is just who I am now, and that I've just changed as a person? I didn't just choose to become this way, I gradually became this way, and when I did, I found myself to be more superior than my previous version. I don't suffer the weakness of social anxiety, I don't get much stress, and I've made more friends and became popular for a time. I've helped others, I've made people laugh. I mean sure, I get dark urges at times that are annoying and won't stop conking me in my head, but that's just a small thing.
Turncoat said:You ought to get in touch with that you, otherwise this is how ticking time bombs happen.
When you censor your baser self, it's needs become unmet and the side effects of not feeding those appetites bear their fangs. For your own sake, you'd be better off reconnecting with that side of you so that you may grow past it and overcome it, as opposed to this escapist self-shaming routine you've found yourself in.I don't know how to reconnect with it? I tried when I went to go see someone I loved die. Is it not possible that my base-self is just who I am now, and that I've just changed as a person? I didn't just choose to become this way, I gradually became this way, and when I did, I found myself to be more superior than my previous version. I don't suffer the weakness of social anxiety, I don't get much stress, and I've made more friends and became popular for a time. I've helped others, I've made people laugh. I mean sure, I get dark urges at times that are annoying and won't stop conking me in my head, but that's just a small thing.
Keep it that way. Suddenly I'm more desirable because I'm less emotional, something that just developed over time. It's refreshing in a way. Keep those dark urges as distant as possible for as long as possible. Otherwise you might end up seriously considering doing something that would end you up in jail. Dont kill those people you want to kill
Turncoat said:You ought to get in touch with that you, otherwise this is how ticking time bombs happen.
When you censor your baser self, it's needs become unmet and the side effects of not feeding those appetites bear their fangs. For your own sake, you'd be better off reconnecting with that side of you so that you may grow past it and overcome it, as opposed to this escapist self-shaming routine you've found yourself in.I don't know how to reconnect with it? I tried when I went to go see someone I loved die. Is it not possible that my base-self is just who I am now, and that I've just changed as a person? I didn't just choose to become this way, I gradually became this way, and when I did, I found myself to be more superior than my previous version. I don't suffer the weakness of social anxiety, I don't get much stress, and I've made more friends and became popular for a time. I've helped others, I've made people laugh. I mean sure, I get dark urges at times that are annoying and won't stop conking me in my head, but that's just a small thing.
Keep it that way. Suddenly I'm more desirable because I'm less emotionally, something that just developed over time. It's refreshing to have in a way. Keep those dark urges as distant as possible for as long as possible. Otherwise you might end up seriously considering doing something that would end you up in jail. Dont is kill those people you want to kill
Those feelings don't just go away when you decide to ignore them, and they will come out in one way or another.
You can't overcome yourself by not knowing yourself. Through understanding yourself you can see what needs to be worked on, and then through outlets you can keep yourself under control, much like trying to tame a garden.
The guy has no future plans beyond running off a figurative cliff.
Turncoat said:You ought to get in touch with that you, otherwise this is how ticking time bombs happen.
When you censor your baser self, it's needs become unmet and the side effects of not feeding those appetites bear their fangs. For your own sake, you'd be better off reconnecting with that side of you so that you may grow past it and overcome it, as opposed to this escapist self-shaming routine you've found yourself in.I don't know how to reconnect with it? I tried when I went to go see someone I loved die. Is it not possible that my base-self is just who I am now, and that I've just changed as a person? I didn't just choose to become this way, I gradually became this way, and when I did, I found myself to be more superior than my previous version. I don't suffer the weakness of social anxiety, I don't get much stress, and I've made more friends and became popular for a time. I've helped others, I've made people laugh. I mean sure, I get dark urges at times that are annoying and won't stop conking me in my head, but that's just a small thing.
Keep it that way. Suddenly I'm more desirable because I'm less emotionally, something that just developed over time. It's refreshing to have in a way. Keep those dark urges as distant as possible for as long as possible. Otherwise you might end up seriously considering doing something that would end you up in jail. Dont is kill those people you want to kill
Those feelings don't just go away when you decide to ignore them, and they will come out in one way or another.
They're gone. Dont know how. Dont know why. I still can feel love for someone or sadness at the thought of a relative dying. But all the other emotions are dampened or gone: remorse, guilt, most of my anger, attachment, fear, embarrassment for the most part
