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Sintetika said: 

Turncoat said: 

Sintetika said: 

Turncoat said: 

Sintetika said: 

If my partner is in love with my best friend, so be it. I'm not going to get emotionally charged.

 If it's my wife and I have a daughter, then yea. I would be pissed off, but if it's someone that I don't see myself marrying or having a future with then no, they are just a temporary phase. 

You don't see yourself. 

 I don't know what you are implying by that. 

What don't you get about it? 

Turncoat said: 

Sintetika said: 

Turncoat said: 

Sintetika said: 

Turncoat said: 

Sintetika said: 

If my partner is in love with my best friend, so be it. I'm not going to get emotionally charged.

 If it's my wife and I have a daughter, then yea. I would be pissed off, but if it's someone that I don't see myself marrying or having a future with then no, they are just a temporary phase. 

You don't see yourself. 

 I don't know what you are implying by that. 

What don't you get about it? 

 Are you implying that in relation to another post, you assume that I don't see myself, because I am a "pure construct"?

hes saying ur not self aware u double nigger

Bossroach said: 

hes saying ur not self aware u double nigger

 I'd consider myself self-aware. Especially in regards to motives and desires. 

Sintetika said: 

Bossroach said: 

hes saying ur not self aware u double nigger

 I'd consider myself self-aware. Especially in regards to motives and desires. 

Construct stuff isn't the real you, that's just what you impose upon yourself to try to be more than what you otherwise are. 

What are you "otherwise"? 

Turncoat said: 

Sintetika said: 

Bossroach said: 

hes saying ur not self aware u double nigger

 I'd consider myself self-aware. Especially in regards to motives and desires. 

Construct stuff isn't the real you, that's just what you impose upon yourself to try to be more than what you otherwise are. 

What are you "otherwise"? 

 A 19 year old male that enjoys to play video games and hangs out with friends, enjoys acting silly to make others laugh as well as fucking around with others. A big fan of the lore of Warhammer 40k, as well as just science fiction in general. Interests in topics such as History, Literature, and Science. My likes in music is that of Martial Industrial, Symphonic Metal, Atmospheric Black Metal, and Rock. 


In regards to interacting with others, I suppose I put on some form of mask, because underneath I tend to mostly be numb and uncaring to others than how I portray myself. 

Sintetika said: 

Turncoat said: 

Sintetika said: 

Bossroach said: 

hes saying ur not self aware u double nigger

 I'd consider myself self-aware. Especially in regards to motives and desires. 

Construct stuff isn't the real you, that's just what you impose upon yourself to try to be more than what you otherwise are. 

What are you "otherwise"? 

 A 19 year old male that enjoys to play video games and hangs out with friends, enjoys acting silly to make others laugh as well as fucking around with others. A big fan of the lore of Warhammer 40k, as well as just science fiction in general. Interests in topics such as History, Literature, and Science. My likes in music is that of Martial Industrial, Symphonic Metal, Atmospheric Black Metal, and Rock. 

Surely you don't just see yourself as a Myspace profile. 

In regards to interacting with others, I suppose I put on some form of mask, because underneath I tend to mostly be numb and uncaring to others than how I portray myself. 

I think what you call "numb and uncaring" is your way of explaining a blindspot. 

Turncoat said:

Surely you don't just see yourself as a Myspace profile.

 I don't know how else you're wanting to explain who I am without my views. 

Turncoat said:

I think what you call "numb and uncaring" is your way of explaining a blindspot.

 Perhaps. I mean the only thing that gives me some sort of feeling is the connection to my vision and the songs that I listen to that resonate with said vision. Other than that, I guess when I become impulsive and do things, or indulge in some of my fantasies. 


I've spoken to a friend that I consider more trusting than you and I plan on documenting my dreams to see if I can learn more about myself. 

Sintetika said: 

Turncoat said:

Surely you don't just see yourself as a Myspace profile.

 I don't know how else you're wanting to explain who I am without my views. 

Like a person, all squishy with feelings and vulnerabilities more like a journal entry. 

You aren't just a list of archetypes, you're the spaces in between them. If you met someone with completely identical interests and a similar family life, you'd still be far, far from being the same people. 

Turncoat said:

I think what you call "numb and uncaring" is your way of explaining a blindspot.

Perhaps. I mean the only thing that gives me some sort of feeling is the connection to my vision and the songs that I listen to that resonate with said vision. Other than that, I guess when I become impulsive and do things, or indulge in some of my fantasies. 

I've spoken to a friend that I consider more trusting than you and I plan on documenting my dreams to see if I can learn more about myself. 

When's the last time you had a good cry? 

Turncoat said:

Like a person, all squishy with feelings and vulnerabilities more like a journal entry.

 There's a 16 yr old girl that does TikTok videos. she does cosplay, and despite not entirely understanding it all. I find what she does to be adorable, and I see her as an archtype in my mind for a daughter. She got doxxed by pedos once and I sat late at night, sulking in anger thinking about purging pedophiles, and torturing them to death. Hence my distastes towards the likes of Cawk and Jim. Regardless of this, I still try to treat Jim with some level of civility. 

I confess to having some sort of feeling for this girl that is going into the marines with me, but even then I think it's mostly the thought of just using her for sex than it is to actually care about her. If I were to get that far with her. I try to help her since she seems insecure. 

I got a friend online that shares a lot of the views as mine and I would consider him like a brother to me, even a right hand man, or vice versa if it came to such. Maybe I'd feel something if he died. I guess this could apply to a comrade of mine that lives a few hours away from me, that I also would almost consider a right-hand man, even if we disagree on a few things. 

There was a girl I graduated with that had a child, I remember I used to be in love with her a lot, and offered to help her in any way I could when she was pregnant if given the chance, I'd would've like to raise the kid with her. She committed suicide back in September, I went to go see her corpse thinking I would feel something, but nothing was mustered.

Turncoat said:

When's the last time you had a good cry?

 I'm not really sure, that's something my old self would've known.