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Cain said: 
Blanc said: 

theyre not written to be read, that’s not their purpose 

 

it’s just how I deal. By writing. 

if I don’t have some sort of outlet I get really depressed 

 

it doesn’t matter what the words are or what I write about, I just have to write lol 

 Consider keeping these ideas and thoughts to yourself then. Write in a diary so you can look back at it 10 years from now and understand why your life is shit (because of you)

 Hey man, that really wasn't very nice!

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Blanc said: 

You believe this person? 

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FOTS said: 
Cain said: 
Blanc said: 

theyre not written to be read, that’s not their purpose 

 

it’s just how I deal. By writing. 

if I don’t have some sort of outlet I get really depressed 

 

it doesn’t matter what the words are or what I write about, I just have to write lol 

 Consider keeping these ideas and thoughts to yourself then. Write in a diary so you can look back at it 10 years from now and understand why your life is shit (because of you)

 Hey man, that really wasn't very nice!

 At least I'm honest.

Some people aren't born to be blessed with tragedy in their blood.
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Cain said: 
FOTS said: 
Cain said: 
Blanc said: 

theyre not written to be read, that’s not their purpose 

 

it’s just how I deal. By writing. 

if I don’t have some sort of outlet I get really depressed 

 

it doesn’t matter what the words are or what I write about, I just have to write lol 

 Consider keeping these ideas and thoughts to yourself then. Write in a diary so you can look back at it 10 years from now and understand why your life is shit (because of you)

 Hey man, that really wasn't very nice!

 At least I'm honest.

 It’s helped me significantly by doing what I’m doing, and my therapist told me to keep journaling. I don’t expect you to understand but, just know it helps me. 

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Blanc said: 

You believe this person? 

 Yeah, I think she really does struggle with fatigue. 

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Blanc said: 
Blanc said: 

You believe this person? 

 Yeah, I think she really does struggle with fatigue. 

You serious? Did you even subject yourself to her entire video like I did? 

She even claims to be wearing no makeup in this video, the fucking liar. If this is your typical fare for source material, it's no wonder that you think like 100 different things are wrong with you. 

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Blanc said: 
Cain said: 
FOTS said: 
Cain said: 
Blanc said: 

theyre not written to be read, that’s not their purpose 

 

it’s just how I deal. By writing. 

if I don’t have some sort of outlet I get really depressed 

 

it doesn’t matter what the words are or what I write about, I just have to write lol 

 Consider keeping these ideas and thoughts to yourself then. Write in a diary so you can look back at it 10 years from now and understand why your life is shit (because of you)

 Hey man, that really wasn't very nice!

 At least I'm honest.

 It’s helped me significantly by doing what I’m doing, and my therapist told me to keep journaling. I don’t expect you to understand but, just know it helps me. 

He does understand the value of "journaling"... he even recommended that you use a diary. 

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It’s helped me significantly by doing what I’m doing

 

i don’t expect anyone to understand, but yeah. It’s just what I do! Sorry! 

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Blanc said: 
Blanc said: 

You believe this person? 

 Yeah, I think she really does struggle with fatigue. 

You serious? Did you even subject yourself to her entire video like I did? 

She even claims to be wearing no makeup in this video, the fucking liar. If this is your typical fare for source material, it's no wonder that you think like 100 different things are wrong with you. 

 I don’t think 100s of things are wrong with me the only diagnosis I have from docs are depression anxiety ptsd and then physiologically a metabolic processing disorder 

 

oh yeah and an eating disorder, ednos/ocd? 

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Blanc said: 
Blanc said: 

My trauma isn’t fake, nor my ptsd diagnosis. I don’t understand why you think it is

i don’t see myself or my life as a failure either. You have a really strange perspective on things. 

https://fakeboitherottengirl.tumblr.com/post/189809542086 

 cos u have been exposed lying about it so many times now it's just ridiculous. trip confirmed u lied about ur dad breaking ur hand with a hammer, u have shown so many inconsistencies especially with ur fake kidnapping stories. the jig is up boo

 Was tryp there in my childhood? He tries to say that’s not true when it is. He went through a phase where he was saying everything negative/against me that he could if the topic came up, like trash talking and stuff but 

 

I can’t do anything about the fact that the things he says about me aren’t true. 

the Walmart parking lot thing isn’t true either, he completely made that up. 

All I did was make a comment about how he walked one foot in front of me all the time (jokingly) which he didn’t understand I just was casually talking about how it was funny or odd/ eccentric and I told him it’s fine but it’s just really weird 

 

Eberuwhere we went he walked 1 foot in front of me, it was very bizarre IMO 

 

But yeah he uh, somehow he made a big deal about that and as it’s been passed around and around the gossip wheel it’s slowly gotten more and more out of hand. Started with “what are you scared of a Walmart parking lot?” To, putting my words in my mouth that I didn’t say, and saying now that I’m claiming to have trauma surrounding it or related to parking lots. 

none of this is true, I never said those things and I have zero trauma involving parking lots nor am I worried about them. 

I just wanted tryp to walk by my side not in front of me like a body guard. 

and lastly... I was speculating at one time briefly a long time ago about a time in my life that didn’t make sense where I was living in a home for children, this is the wording my mom used to explain it to me where I was- but there were no other children there in my memory despite her saying that there were many others. I have clear distinct memories of it and there was no one. 

So the lies led me to speculate what was she covering up but now I’ve realized that was the same time I my father was going through a very serious law suit and perhaps I was sent away by the government for a time for whatever reason. That happens sometimes in court cases? I don’t know. 

butyeah that’s the theory I’m going with now as the reason I was “sent away” either that or I’m a foster kid/adopted something along those lines but. 

she also lied about how I got there and who picked me up and claims to have zero way to contact the person who took care of me during this time and the whole thing just seems odd from the number of lies surrounding it contrasting my memories + who just sends their kid off to the fucking mountains for years? I don’t know. 

the whole picture is sketch and unclear and idk what really went on or why I was there which is why I did speculate at one time maybe I was kidnapped lmfao 

 

but idk! 

 you said u were kidnapped at around 4 years old for a ransom u fucking liar lmaoooo

and i believe trip over you tbh

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