People who hate themselves are lazy, that's why. They give up too easy if they try at all.
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blah blah blah....if only life weren't soo unfair ...blah blah blah
FFS, grow up! Life IS 'unfair'...get used to it.
Clearly BPD = Waste of Time due to yourself. So.....good luck.
Dear Diary,
Diaries are dumb. Another glorious day to be ALIVE.
Much shit to be done.
Make a list
Do them.
Gratitude list;
1. Cool friends.
2. Awesomely good luck. How the hell? But I won't stare the gift horse in the mouth..lol..
3. Healthy
4. Gorgeous day.
The usual really...so...that's it.
Today I went to work, as I often do.
I reviewed a patient with necrotizing fasciitis, secondary to a spider bite. Her consultant was a plastics reg, who I've worked with a number of times, and only ever calls me in for an anaerobic infection, or when he wants to tell me about his football results. Today was a bit of both.
I had another patient with a suspicious lung infection. CXR was morbid, patient's sats are abysmal, the poor woman is in her 40's. I have no idea what it is. Told the family - in an absolute brain lapse - that "these things happen". Cue bawling mother. I felt terrible.
Otherwise life is great.
Dear Diary,
Me and Frankie had today off, so we are babysitting this two year old. He's great child. Frank and I are also making wedding plans. We're getting some things in order before we get a wedding off Craig's List or something. We're having it on Halloween. <3. I've been much more happy. I'm eating healthy and getting a little more active and non-depressing. Me, Frankie, and Aden (the kid) were watching the gymnastic Olympic tryouts. My favorite was Simone Biles. The kid took much interest in it and even gasped when Gabby Douglas fell off the beam. 
https://twitter.com/GeeRadHatesYou/status/752609816866983936?s=09
https://twitter.com/GeeRadHatesYou/status/752609998606249985?s=09
Look at how beautiful this child is.
Dear Diary,
I didn't have to go to work. Aden was dropped off and we watched Sid the Science Kid. We've watched it a couple times and I thought those kids had autism and down syndrome, but Wikipedia says otherwise. It's a good show, but they run like fat kids. I also hate when Sid says "Scientist in the house." Ur like six, ur not a scientist. But he also wants to be a comedian. So I don't know. The grandmother in the show also wears her jeans over her stomach. Realistic asf.
We then watched Steve Wilkos. He said, "oh no" when bad things happened. Then I put him to sleep.
We played a little until Frank got home from work. They played while I ate a jar of Goober and made fun of people's Music.lys with my instagram acquaintances. We just finished watching Odd Squad. It's a really good show. 10/10. Now The Middle is on. And I'm on this site.
FUCK I MISSED DR. PHIL.