post whatever you want to keep a note of or telling us about your day,kinda like sins stuff that happened today but dis tym 4 evry1, i'll start
life is kok and i want to commit seppuku
Dear Diary, 6/19/16
Today is Father's day, and since I don't know who my father is, I went with the life long tradition of taking my Grampa out. We enjoyed breakfast at IHOP and then went back to his place to ride the horses together. My thighs are sore, my hair is wet from the shower, and I haven't had any sleep or me time for two days so I'm feeling sort of frantic. I'm sure it will pass when I get a moment without someone being up my ass. If I don't sleep tonight I will take a sleeping pill. Maybe this time it will work.
Well, my friend invited me and my other friends to stay with him at his vacation home. Today is Day 3. He stayed here a lot when he was younger, so he made plenty of friends. One invited us to church, so we went (we're all atheists and one is agnostic, but we agreed).
We prayed for Orlando. (We didn't pray, we just sat their in silence). I had a pissed look on my face because I didn't want to be there. I agreed anyways, cause I've been "making the trip depressing."
A little later on, some dude got on his knees and prayed for my friends, boyfriend, and I because we're gay and bisexual. I kicked him in the face and left. I smoked a cigarette in the car, until everyone got back.
I haven't eaten at all today which is good. I've lost a pound. I've drank a lot of water. I watched Single Dad Seeking. Good show. I stared blankly into space for a half hour. And I'm currently watching Despicable Me 2.
today i found out that i probably and possibly suffer from alexitheymia or however its spelled and i think it doesnt mean im fucked for life with it which is good.i also played an hour long chess game with someone which i was about to win until my computer restarted out of the blue and it made me angry so i started lashing out at whatever i could find for a few minutes and returned to my apathetic state and started messing around wity my thoughts.i also watched suits and finally got to the point where micheal ross gets caught for being a fraud.other than that i started re reading a book on phantom limbs by vs ramachandran and still am kinda depressed but better than most days
tl;dr:2daywasok
