Sounds awesome!
Withdrawing so hard on this gunga pack but I promised to smoke once per month to keep my already dicc succing lungs and heart stumbling for a few more years so I have a chance to at least fulfill my wishes before I go to goon heaven with rivers pouring lean and trees growing molestable lolis. I still struggle to tap into my real self and become serious and explore parts of my mind that I stood away to keep all the pain and sadness away. Hopefully I manage it though and be able to heal and feel happiness for more than the duration of a high. Going to cut off dad and look for someone to fill the void for a family prob. These are some quite shitty times but I know I'll make it. Phew
"Other people won't push you to live your dreams, Diary. They won't pull the dozens of manuscripts out from under your bed and force you to have them published. That's why I have to push myself. It's no one's choice to make but my own.'
Only you know what those dreams look like. Along the path of life, talents can be discovered and honed. Some you may wish you did not have, but if you do, make the best of it. Blessings to the dark angels that walk amongst us, as not all as dark as they seem, and in reality, most are scared shitless little brats that scream like dying pigs at the slightest provocation.
